F*cking Beautiful | BakuDeku

Final battle

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Deku's POV
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We all just stood there for a few moments. Then Todoroki decided to shoot his ice towards me. I successfully dodged. Then he went for Tokoyami. He also dodged. While Todoroki was fighting Kirishima and Tokoyami off, I saw that Kacchan didn't move an inch.

"Kacchan, what are you doing?" I questioned. He didn't even look at me.

"Shut up, Deku. I know what I'm doing." He replied angrily. Then I decided to attack him. Just then mr. Aizawa whistled.

"Kirishima stepped out of boundaries." He said and I looked at him. He had one foot outside of the circle.

"Aw, man." Kirishima said, defeated as he stepped out of the circle. I then looked back to where Kacchan was, only to realize he wasn't there anymore. He was in the middle of the fight with Tokoyami and Todoroki. I couldn't help, but to join in. I kicked Todoroki and he flew out of the circle. Mr. Aizawa whistled. Todoroki walked to the others, looking defeated. I saw Kacchan laying a lot of hits on Tokoyami. I then hit him in the back at the same time as Kacchan hit him in the stomach and Tokoyami fell to the ground. Mr. Aizawa whistled once again. It was me against Kacchan now.

I just thought about what he said before the battle.

"May the best one win then, I guess."

These words replayed in my head as Kacchan launched towards me. I dodged his attack, but he soon shot himself in the air with the help of his explosions. He grabbed my arm and he wanted to slam me down to the ground, but I managed to kick him, making him stumble back a bit.

"Damnit, Deku." He simply said, then went in again. He gave me no room to breathe. He then managed to grab both of my arms and pinned me to the ground. "I'm gonna k..." He trailed off, then stood up and walked away. Mr. Aizawa whistled.

"Bakugo is the winner of the practice battle." Mr. Aizawa stated simply. "Class dismissed." He added and the only thing I could focus on was Kacchan. He was walking away, not even rubbing it in my face that he won. Then someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around and was met by Uraraka, Iida and Tsu.

"You fought well, Deku." Uraraka said and I smiled at her.

"You wanna go to lunch now?" Iida asked and we all nodded. I'm sure that I'll see Kacchan in the cafeteria. He'll probably be with Kirishima.

We walked to the cafeteria and grabbed trays with food. As we were walking towards our table my eyes scanned across the whole cafeteria to try and find Kacchan. He wasn't there.

We sat at the table and my friends were talking about different things while I just thought of where Kacchan could be. I then finished my food, said goodbye to my friends and walked around the school, hoping to find Kacchan somewhere. I wanna ask him so much, but he'll never give me answers. Then I went into the dark basement and heard quiet sobs. I knew it was Kacchan.

"Kacchan?" I questioned, making sure it's him. By what he said next, I knew it was him.

"Stay away from me, Deku." He said, sliding away from me, not changing from his sitting position. I crouched down and sat next to him.

"What's happening, Kacchan?" I asked and he slightly turned towards me, just enough so I can see his face. His eyes were red and there were tear stains on his face.

"Why the fuck do you care?" He asked, trying to sound tough, but failing miserably. I put my hand on his shoulder and he immidiately pushed it off.

"Because I do." I said, answering his question. I gave him a weak smile. "So tell me. What's been happening to you lately?" I asked again.

"Deku..." He trailed off, searching for words to say.

"Kacchan, I'm not forcing you to tell me. But can you please talk to someone about this? It will help you. I promise." I lightly said.

"I'm fine." He said as he wiped away his tears, stood up and walked away. Once again. He left me there with no answers. I guess it doesn't surprise me. It's Kacchan we're talking about.

But his words just repeated itself in my head.

'I'm fine.'

That's the second time he said that. He isn't fine and he knows it.
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Kacchan's POV
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Do I love him? I always feel this warm feeling whenever I'm around him or even if I just think of him. I feel cold whenever he's not around me. So why do I keep pushing him away? Do I just not want to love him? I wanna tell him what's really going on in my head, but every time I try it just doesn't come out. I always end up walking away. And the one time I felt confident enough to actually talk to him, Uraraka and Iida get in my way. God damnit.
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The end of the day couldn't come sooner. I just wanted to go home and diesappear in my room for the rest of the day. I felt like shit. I didn't want to see anyone or talk to anyone. And that's exactly what I did. I got to my dorm, locked myself inside, put my headphones on and listened to music. I ignored any knocks on my door. It was usually Kirishima or Denki telling me to get out of my room. I ignored them every time. But then I heard Deku's voice on the other side of the door. I took my headphones off.

"Kacchan?" He asked, his voice full of worry.

"I'm fine, Deku." I said, trying not to sound annoyed. "Just go away."

"But Kacchan, you're missing out on everything." He said, sounding sad.

"I don't care." I simply answered. "Just go have fun with everyone. Don't waste your time here." I added. After a second of silence I heard him sigh and then he walked away.

I just thought of his words. I should talk to someone. I definitely have to tell someone. But I'll never gather the courage to talk to someone about this. I'll just be embarrassed. But maybe I should tell Kirishima. But first I have to accept the fact that I love him by myself. Does that mean I'm gay? Goddamnit, I'm gay.