Internet friends 11
Jessie's POV
I had not spoken to Axel all week and I missed him. He was serious when. He said he would give me some space to think. I can't say the same about Mark. He was filling my inbox with messages which I tried my best to ignore.
"Just block him" Anthony said as I put my phone on silent.
"That won't stop him. He will just use a different number" I said and tried to focus back on the television.
It was Friday evening and I was sleeping over by the Park's household. Everyone else couldn't make it but that was fine.
It was 9PM and we were watching a movie but Anthony was already dosing off.
Axel had arrrived about an hour earlier but we didn't really get a chance to talk. I didn't know what to say but I was relieved when he didn't say anything more than a greeting.
I went upstairs to the bathroom. When I was done I heard a guitar playing and knew that it was Axel.
Curiousity got the best of me as I stood by his half opened door and listened to him playing.
He seemed to be composing a song. It was the first time I saw his room. Half of it was basically a music studio setting.
He studied music and I know he wants to be a music producer.
Then I heard a woman's voice sing a sweet song which had already recorded.
My heart almost jumped right out of my chest when I heard him sing his parts of the song. She sang the chorus and he sang every other part and did a little rap.
[Chorus]
Everytime I close my eyes
Oh I always see those eyes
Tell me what can i do to forget
All the pain since we first met
If this isn't real, someone wake me from this dream please
Is this destiny, are we really meant to be
Fall falling you
[Verse 1]
Like destiny were just falling
You're calling out to me calling
I can't escape your love no more just hold me
The other half of my being
All the while I've been waiting
For you to take my heart with you it's sinking
(Stay with me)
And are you living in my heart within me
(Stay with me)
With all the truth i hid so deep
[Chorus]
Everytime I close my eyes
Oh I always see those eyes
Tell me what can i do to forget
All the pain since we first met
If this isn't real, someone wake me from this dream please
Is this destiny, are we really meant to be
Fall falling you
[Verse 2]
My heart's beating it goes
When I look at you so close
I'm finding it hard to breathe
Even when you're not around
Oh you're all I think about
Oh what have you done to me
[Verse 3]
Different from the moment I first saw you
This time of fate is passing slowly
My heart was heading towards you
My heart was racing again
The faint light was turned off
But my eyes are lighting up again because of you
Feels like I've loved you from a long time ago
Feels like I'm being pulled by something
[Chorus]
Everytime I close my eyes
Oh I always see those eyes
Tell me what can i do to forget
All the pain since we first met
If this isn't real, someone wake me from this dream please
Is this destiny, are we really meant to be
Fall falling you
OH MY GOSH MY HEART.
"That was beautiful" I realized too late that I had said that out loud. Axel turned in shock but smiled when he saw me.
"Thank you. Come take a seat" he said and I sat on his bed.
"Whose the girl? She somehow sounds familiar" I said.
"Oh that's Punch" he said.
"Oh okay...wait as in THE PUNCH...as in the PUNCH who sang SAY YES?" It couldn't be.
"Yes that one. I helped her out with one of her songs and so she owed me a favor" he said.
"Wow you must know a lot of famous people then" I said.
"You have to if you want to make it big in the music business" he said and I nodded in agreement.
"I remember you telling me that you rap but I didn't know you could sing like that" I said with a smile and I swear I saw him blush.
"Thanks" he said rubbing the back of his neck.
"I missed you. Not talking to you all week is driving me crazy" Axel said and it was my time to blush.
"I missed you too" I said looking away but he held my cheek and held my gaze.
This time I was the one who moved forward and kissed him.
"I'm sorry" I said looking away but he pulled me into his arms and kissed me deeper until we were both breathless.
"Never apologize for that. I'm more than happy with it" he said with a huge smile and I blushed.
Our moment was ruined when my phone rang. I looked at it and saw Mark's name flashing.
Why would he call now out of all times. I excused myself and took the call in Anthony's room.
"What do you want?" I said in a harsh tone.
"All I want is you baby" he said and I rolled my eyes.
"You said you would give me time but all you've been doing is filling up my inbox" I said.
"I'm sorry Jess you know I'm not very patient. I love you and I want to be with you. Don't you love me anymore?" He asked and I was silent for a while.
"I...I do still love you but..."
"Then why are we playing this game baby. Let's be together again. Baby just say yes" he said.
"I need more time" I said before cutting the call.
"Who was that?" I turned in shock when I heard Axel's voice.
"Nobody" I said looking away from him.
"It was Mark wasn't it. Gosh Jess I can't believe you would even consider going back to him. After what he did to you are you that stupid" Axel lashed out.
"Yeah maybe I am that stupid either way what happens between me and Mark is non of your business" I was also now getting mad. How could he call me stupid.
"Non of my business. What about us?" He asked and I opened my mouth but no words came out. What did I want? I wasn't sure of myself.
"Do you know what. Don't answer that question. Clearly I'm the idiot here. Fuxk this shit" Axel said before he grabbed his jacket and car keys and left the house.
As soon as he walked out I couldn't hold my tears. What have I done?
***
Jess messed up.
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