“Anything for you
though you're not here
since you said we're through
It seems like years
Time keeps draggin on and on
and forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong”
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Justyn’s POV
“Jus? What happened?” humahangos syang pumasok.
Kahit kelan bilib ako sa lalaking to wala syang hindi kayang gawin para kay steph at timothy. He was the brother that I wasn’t. I smiled bitterly. Lumapit na sya sa kama ni steph. Agad nyang kinuha ang kamay nito at inilagay sa pingi nya at hinalikan. He’s gesture shows so much love. Hindi ko alam kung mababanas ako o hahanga ako sa klase ng pag mamahal na meron sya para sa kanya. Self destructive. That was what Timmy said to me before. Sa iilang beses na nagkakausap kaming mag kapatid ng hindi nag babangayan nasabi nya sakin ang pagaalala nya para kay Dash.
Tumukhim ako para makuha ang kanyang atensyon. He was murmuring something while holding her hands.
“over fatigue daw. Kaninang umaga ko lang nalaman na wala pala syang kasamang nagbabantay ditto dahil pinauuwi nya si manang tuwing dumadating sya. She was probably exhausted from school and she’s been lacking rest, she’s not been sleeping nor eating well. I became worried so I dropped by she lost consciousness.”
“I was in a business meeting back in Bacolod. My investors threatened to back out kung hindi ko personal na aayusin ang problema. I was forced to go back.” He’s eyes were glued on her na para bang sa kanya naman talaga ito nag papaliwanag. He brushed her face with his hands. She looked really pale.
“sige mag palitan tayo ng pag punta to check on her we can’t let her kill herself. she’s really stubborn she doesn’t want anyone here when she’s here.” The nurse said she talks non stop. Pag napapasukan nila ito ay nag kwekwento ito na para bang naririnig sya ng kapatid ko. Ang suspetsa nila ay hindi ito natutulog dahil hindi pa daw nila ito nadadatnang tulog. Books are scattered around she reads him new books everyday. Tatlong lingo na itong hindi nagigising nanlalalim na ang mga mata ni steph at ang putla na nya dahil hindi sya gaanong naaarawan. I went to see her parents the other day to know what she’s up to when she’s home. They were so worried cause they rarely see her. Pag nasa bahay ito ay madalas na nasa kwarto lamang sya at naghihintay na dumating si manong jim para sunduin sya. Her parents couldn’t stop her. One time they did not allow her to go she went ballistic and cried all night sa huli sinundo din sya ni Dash sa kasunduang matutulog sya.
“okay. Though I’m not really going anywhere. Hindi naman gaanong asikasuhin si Tim dahil ang lahat ng gamut at gamit nya ay ang mga nurse ang bumubili. She just wouldn’t let anyone give him a bath.” Sagot ni Dash. Selosa talaga sya. Kahit sa amin selosa sya. Ang brother bonding naming ay pwede lang gawin sa weekdays ng umaga sa oras ng pasok nya kung hindi pareho kaming hindi kakausapin. Spoiled talaga sya sa amin.
“Sige mauuna na ako. I still need to report to the office. Then mamayang gabi ang flight ko pa New York 1 week ako doon for a conference. Call me if there’s any progress with my brother and take care of Steph.” Lumapit ako sa kama niya at hinalikan ang kanyang noo. Tinapik ko ang balikat ni Dash at nilapitan ko ang kama ni Tim. “I’ll be going Tim. Wake up na bro we all miss you.” I began walking to the door.
“Salamat Tyn. Magiingat ka. I’ll keep you updated bro,” he said and walked out of the room. Hindi ako madasaling tao infact I don’t go to church but the moment I closed the door I uttered a silent prayer for them.
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Tim’s POV
I can hear them.
I can hear all of them.
But I cant seem to move. Parang ang bigat ng katawan ko. Hindi ko maimulat ang mga mata ko. It’s a fucking awful situation to be in. I can hear her cry every night. I can hear her stories, rants and whims. I want to answer back. I want to comfort her, assure her, touch her, be with her…. Ahhhhhhh! Nakakabaliw ang sitwasyon ko! Im so frustrated. Nakakatakot ang pakiramdam parang hindi na ako magigising. I don’t know whats happening. I’m most afraid when darkness comes. When her voice would fade and I really don’t know whats happening. Parang malupit na bangungot. Logically I think my body is shutting down on its own when I have to rest but most of the time I think the gods are playing tricks on me. Ayaw kong mamatay ng hindi man lang nakakapag paalam sa kanya. I have a vague memory of her fear and tears stricken face. I felt my mouth moved then light surrounded me. I heard her cry like she was dying too. The pain in my chest was unbearable until its all darkness again. In my head I would pray, I would beg him to give more time to be with her. I don’t care if I wake up a vegetable or amputated I just wanna see her face again. I just want to see her smile. I want to tell her how much I love her. What I have found in her is what every person in this world is earching for. She is my life. I am useless without her.
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Dashiel’s POV
She’s still sleeping nag papasalamat ako kasi alam kong kaylangang kaylangan nya ang pahingang yan. I feel so tired and sleepy but I have to stay awake. I have to make sure that my face would be the first thing she will see when she wakes up. I switched the radio on maybe some music would help. The DJ was saying he’s goodbye apparently Dr. Love will be up next. Sa malas ko isang pamilyar ng kanta ang sumunod na plinay. She sang that song for me before. Mahilig kasi sya sa old songs at mahilig sya kumanta madalas masakit na she has no idea some of her songs just kills me inside. I smiled desite the dreading pain in my chest. Fuck! Nakakabading talaga mahalin ang babaeng to. Hindi ko alam kung saksakan lang sya ng manhid kaya hindi nya nararamdaman. Akala ko noon kung malalaman nya that I have feelings for her she would atleast consider. But she didn’t, she hasn’t, she wouldn’t and I don’t know if that’s good or bad. I closed my eyes at sumandal sa couch na inilipat ko sa tabi ng kama nya. I took her hands and held it, I closed my eyes and imagined it was her singing the song to me tough its excruciating.
“Anything for you
Though you're not here
Since you said we're through
It seems like years
Time keeps draggin on and on
And forever's been and gone
Still I can't figure what went wrong
And I'd do anything for you
I'll play your game
You've hurt me through and through
But you can have your way
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though you'll never see me cryin'
You know inside I feel like dying
I'd still do anything for you
In spite of it all
I've learned so much from you
You made me strong
Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to
And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
If that's what I should do
To make you happy
I can pretend each time I see you
That I don't care and I don't need you
And though inside I feel like dying
You know you'll never see me crying
Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
Don't wanna say goodbye..
Don't you ever think that I don't love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don't work out right
And you just have to say goodbye
I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to
I will do anything for you”
Long Update
UNEDITED
Thank you for your votes reads and comments. I really appreciate it!
And because of that araw araw na po akong mag uupdate hanggat kaya ng katawang lupa.
Hindi ko po inaapi si Dash wag nyo po akong aawayin ha. J
See you tomorrow!
xoxo,
Aphrodite
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My Happily Never After (On Going)
RomanceNothing ever happens like you imagine it will... It's always full of surprises and it's not always pleasant. This story is about love,loss, and new beginnings... When your happily ever after turns to Happily Never After how will you survive?
