Feel The Love (Nemi)

Dumb

Demi

It's been a week and it's Christmas eve.. Selena has been acting really weird but she won't tell a soul what was awkward.. Everytime I would look at my phone, she would laugh or giggle leaving me a little confused

I was helping with the food when something bad happened.. I wasn't expecting it..

I was cutting vegetables with Selena talking about school when Denise walked out to get stuff form the grocery store..

- And he was like "Oh no miss.. I'm just tall" and everyone started laughing - she sarcastically said

I continued cutting and she tapped my shoulder - I'm just going to the bathroom

I nodded and gave her a small smile and just as she walked away, Nicholas came inside.. it was a little strange between me and Nicholas.. I was getting a bad vibe from him.. like he didn't liked me..

I kept my head down while cutting

He pocked up and apple and stopped next to me.. I looked up and then followed his eyes.. my cuts..

They must've had been exposed after I washed the vegetables

He grabbed my wrist - What the hell?? Did you do this to yourself? - he asked in his British accent

- Nicholas please don't tell anyone.. - I said panicking

- Why do you do that to yourself?

- The less you know the better.. believe me.. please don't do this

- What the fuck is wrong with you? - he yelled

- What the fuck is wrong with me? You know nothing about me! - I yelled back now turning towards him

- Well.. I bet your just a crazy post it girl that has the money and the fame.. You have no reasons to do that.. oh.. wait.. You must be crazy! - he yelled at me

I stared in his eyes as mine started to water pretty quickly.. Denise came inside as well as Selena and Joseph asking what was wrong and why were we yelling

- You know nothing about me so shut up!

- Oh really 'ca-

I stopped him from going with a strong slap across the face.. I felt so mad at him and at the same time so embarrassed

He reached the cheek I hit with his hand and turned his face slowly towards me

- Don't talk about things you don't know

I turned around covering my face and ran upstairs crying.. it hurt so much.. My past was always bugging me.. I'm sorry.. My past and present.. just thinking that I will have to go back to New York in a few days it made me sick..

I jumped into the bed sobbing and crying. I was sick of this.. I was sick of my life.. I can't meet people or even having life experiences all because of my past..

I sobbed for a long time.. Selena came to comfort me but it didn't work.. I just wanted to be alone.. I didn't wanted to open the presents or even eat.. I wanted to do nothing.. just cry..

Nick

I felt quite bad for yelling at Dee.. maybe she wasn't the person I thought she was.. I was too harsh on her..

I went to my bedroom and started thinking.. all I could think about was Demi.. was she missing me?

I picked my phone up and texted her a few times nog obtaining answers. I even called but nothing worked

Two knocks on my door interrupted my thoughts

- Can I come in? - Selena grinned

- Yeah.. listen.. I'm sorry for your friend but-

- Nicholas.. you shouldn't have said that to her.. she has been through a lot..

I looked down now feeling awful about the things I said

- Well.. I can't take back what I said..

- You can't.. - she shrugged - we're opening the presents.. hurry up..

I smiled and she walked out..

I'm so dumb..

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This one is shorter.. I'm so sorry :3