Feel The Love (Nemi)

Changes

Demi

I got up and threw myself onto the bed crying.. why did it have to happen? why now when everything was starting to go perfectly

My door opened and closed.. I didn't need to be a genius to know who it was..

- Dee..

I sat up and looked at him - I don't know..

He looked down and started playing with his fingers - I can't ask you to stay Love..

He looked back up - You don't want me to stay?

He chuckled and cleaned one if his eyes - believe me.. there's nothing I would like more than you staying.. but.. I know how you dreamed of having a normal family.. a fresh start..

- Nick what about..

- Love.. if it's meant to be.. then we will cross again one day

I looked up and started sobbing uncontrollably while nodding

He cleaned his own tears and grabbed my jaw giving me a really really deep kiss.. I felt so much love through it..

The next day, I announced I was going to Dallas.. I packed my bags and then the tears came once again when it was time to say goodbye..

I hugged Joe and Frankie, already in tears

Fran was there too and Denise

It hurt so much..

I turned around and looked at Nick breaking down in sobs - I will never forget you..

I hugged him tightly and he hugged me back breaking down too - I love you.. I love you so much..

We stayed for what felt like ages hugging.. I didn't want to let go.. I didn't want to go.. I couldn't..

I already lost my best friend.. I can't lose the love of my life too..

We pulled back and I turned around seeing everyone in tears watching us..

- Thank you all.. for everything you did.. for every laugh or smile you gave me.. 'cause that is something I will never forget or replace..

My voice cracked and I sniffed

- You're my family.. I love you all

Everyone started saying that they loved me and that was when I felt someone put something in my hand.. a necklace..

I turned around seeing Nick smile showing me his bracelet that had a small "D"

He sniffed and I leaned up to kiss him one last time.. one last kiss..

I walked to the car and waved goodbye, feeling my heart break as the sight of them started to fade...

I looked down and opened my hand seeing a "N" and a small round pearl saying "See You Later Love" in it..

I broke down in tears and put it on..

I couldn't believe this was reality..

But this was really happening

~~ 5 years later ~~

I walked inside the big white house dressed all black.. Mrs. Gomez died recently on a car crash and this was the least I could do for her.. the woman who helped me until I was 16..

I walked inside and moved my blond hair now to one side of the shoulders. People started sitting around me and the funeral started a few minutes later..

I didn't recognized anyone but there were lots of paparazzi outside since I was a famous singer now

Everything was going right.. until I saw it.. until the memories got back.. the "D" on his wrist

I couldn't believe he still had it.. that was super sweet of him.. but a lot as changed and people had changed.. feelings weren't the same..

I looked down now feeling a little sad that so much has changed.. I did regret going to Dallas.. even though I had a family, the new school was exactly like the old one and I was completely alone..

I didn't changed for the better..

Nick

I ran my hand through my hair watching my mom crying and talking.. my aunt died and it hurts to know that she was never able to recover completely from Selena..

Everyone got up and moved to another room where we could all have conversations and wine

I went to the table where the drinks were and got a glass of wine

- Nicholas!! - Fran tapped my shoulder excitedly

- What?

I turned around and she smiled - I saw it.. the "N".. She's here!

My eyes widened and a smile spread across my face - Where?!

She turned around and scanned the room frowning - I lost her.. Nick she's blonde now

I chuckled and kissed my best friend's cheek - Thank you Francesca

I ran through the crowd looking for a blonde girl..

A waitress... an older lady.. some kids... a guy...

Her..

I watched her engage in conversation with Joe... her necklace was still there

She grabbed it while talking to Joe..

He mouthed "Okay?" And she nodded sadly... what was he saying? I grew nervous as the need to speak to her started killing me..

But what do I say?! What do I do?