Feel The Love (Nemi)

I Want To Help You

Nick

I couldn't believe.. like her problems weren't enough, she still had to be raped..

I found my heart aching for her.. her pain must be so strong but yet she keeps a smile on her face..

- Do the others know about this? - I whispered

She shook her head crying I softly kissed her hair

- You're safe now baby... calm down..

She sniffed and nodded. After long minutes of just silently crying together, she stood up and cleaned her tears

I got up and cupped her jaw so she could look at me - Don't worry okay? You'll gonna be just fine

She nodded and took a deep breath..

- I'm.. going to have a shower.. if you don't mind..

I smiled - It's your house.. I'll make you breakfast okay?

She nodded.. her face was still red and puffy and tear stained. She walked out the bedroom and I went downstairs.. This was still Selena's house to me.. it was still my aunts house even though it's not anymore..

Demi only had the keys to it since she once lived here so we came here to stay the night

I made pancakes for her and coffee.. After a while of thinking and reflecting, I decided I was going to propose her the possibility of her being in a psychologist..

Demi

I came downstairs and saw him sip on his mug against the counter. I still couldn't believe I told him this.. no ones should know this.. this was my secret.. something that should not be shared with the world

I walked inside afraid of looking him in the eyes.. ashamed of my past..

I saw a plate with pancakes and coffee

- It's for you.. - he said after a few moments of silence

I smiled at myself and picked up the plate. I went to the table and sat down eating. What would he do.. would he run away? Would he judge me? Would he smile and help me?

I was praying hard for the last one.. I was dying for it to happen..

I finished my meal and walked to the couch.. Nick soon came behind with a blanket and stopped in front of me - Wanna cuddle with a blanket?

I nodded and got up. He laid down the blanket and we sat on top of it. He wrapped his arm on my shoulders and made our hips touch. I wrapped the end of my side of the blanket on my arm and he did the same and then looked at me

I turned my face towards him and saw his soft smile - What?

He shrugged - Just looking at the most beautiful girl in the world..

I smiled and blushed.. I knew he was trying to avoid the conversation so that I wouldn't be annoyed.. somehow.. I wanted to talk about it..

I wanted to know if he was going to help me and support me.. I needed to get better..

We watched the film for a while and our hands interlocked together through it.. I stared at them until it ended and that's when he finally spoke up

- I love you.. and I want to help you

Those words lifted a really heavy weight off of me..

He started playing with my fingers and I smiled - Thank you..

- I think you should see a psychologist.. just for you to let it all out and be finally free..

The psychologist wasn't something I looked for to.. it made me feel like he was indirectly calling me - Crazy... you think I'm crazy?

I looked up and he shook his head - I think you got traumatized.. it's completely different..

I nodded and took a deep breath - Okay.. I'll go to the psychologist

- Good.. now.. do you wanna set it free?.. I'm all ears for you.. I've always been.. always will be..

I closed my eyes for a few moments and took a deep breath...

- So..