Feel The Love (Nemi)

Goodbye..

Demi

I slowly woke up and yawned.. the light was hitting me directly in the face which was kind of annoying

I moved a little down and started to feel an arm on top of me

I looked. Back and saw Nicholas' chest against my back, he must've moved during his sleep

His legs were just under mine

I wanted someone to hold me like this.. I didn't wanted someone like my father.. having sex and then leave like I was trash..

I wanted someone to love me.. to hold me.. to kiss me..

Someone who could be by my side no matter what..

I didn't noticed I was crying until a tear rolled down my face.. I felt dead on the inside.. alone in the world..

I felt Nicholas move to scratch his head and my hand flew to my face since his arms was no longer on top of me.. His hand came back to where it was and I started to silently sob

I gotta admit.. sometimes, I just wanted to kill myself and be over with it

- ..emi...i..l..ve..u.. - Nicholas said in his sleep while hugging me more

(Demi, I love you*)

His face hot in the gap above my head and his chest collided more in my back making me paralyze.. All the awful things that haunted me about my dad came in flashes.. my heart started beating with the fear of him hurting

I finally relaxed in his arms and took a deep breath closing my eyes

You're safe Demi.. you are...

Nick

I woke up and opened my eyes to see Dee's hair under my chin

She was hugging me tightly.. like she was afraid of me going away. She started sobbing and I knew she was awake. I rubbed her back and pulled her more to me kissing her head - Calm down love

- I'm so sorry - she sniffed pulling away

I kept my arms around her while she cleaned her eyes and smiled slightly - I told you I didn't wanted for you to cry

- I'm sorry..

I hugged her one last time and we both got up to get ready, none of us spoke about it anymore

I went out with Anthony and Jordan to the usual pub and had fun during the afternoon.. my two best friends..

- I still can't believe Richard did that.. - Anthony said casually

I nodded putting down my coke while I looked at the game in the huge screen

- Well he did.. and It's Olivia's fault too..

We continued watching the game and my phone started vibrating.. I started to talk with Demi and smiled from time to time

- Who's at the phone? - Jordan asked peeking

- No one - I said clearing my throat

- Uuuh.. is it a girl?

I blushed and they started laughing - It's none of your business

Anthony chuckled and Jordan took my phone out looking at it

- "I'n really in love with you.. Can't wait for summer Demi.." - Jordan quoted

I blushed and got my phone back while they started to say stupid things like "Oh Nick.. I love you too" in high pitched voices

- You're such an arse! - I said chuckling

- No, but really.. Who's she mate? Do we know her?

I shook my head - She's American..

They made a "uuuhh.." sound and laid back

- That must hurt.. have you ever seen her?

- No..

- How do you know she's pretty?

- By the way she talks..

They shook their head - You can't date someone you'll never meet Nicholas..

I took a deep breath - The problem is.. I am going to meet her.. my parents are moving to New York which so happens to be her state..

They looked shocked at me - You're going out of England?!

I nodded and looked down - Don't wanna be sissy.. but I'm going to miss you guys

Anthony pated my back - Don't worry..

- We will see each other again right? - Jordan asked

I looked up and smiled - Of course! Best friends since diapers! You are like.. stuck with me

Anthony laughed and Jordan started talking - At least you're going to meet Demi..

I smiled and blush - Yeah.. finally..