Feel The Love (Nemi)

Stop.. Please..

Demi
I woke up and got out of bed.. normal day..
Basically go to school, see Nick and Miley, get heart broken, listen to stupid teachers and come back home..
It's been 3 weeks since my phone went down the toilet and I noticed that Nick seemed worse every day that passed.. He seemed sadder
I walked out of my room just when the front door opened too.. Nick's door..
I couldn't even look him in the eyes anymore.. that fucking bastard pulled the wrong strings on me.. I still had a crush on him.. but I was so mad that it was all I could see
I turned towards the stairs and he spoke to me for the first time in months - Good morning..
I stopped at the stairs and slightly turned around - Good morning?
His smile dropped a little and he turned his body more to me - What's wrong Dee?
I looked up in disbelief - What's fucking wrong?! - I said as tears built up my eyes - Everything!!

- What? What happened?
He came closer to me and I put my hand in front of him - You take one more step closer to me and I swear to god you won't be able to have kids in the future
- Why are you being so rude? i only wished you a good morning!
I chuckled with no humor - Oh yeah.. you just ignored me from months, treated me like crap, treated me like trash, yelled at me, started to hang out with slutyrus instead of me and Sel, started to get away from us.. want me to fucking go on?
He opened his mouth but I interrupted him - Before you say anything, let me save you the effort.. I don't give a fuck about your shitty excuses
Turning around, I went downstairs to have a breakfast putting on my now everyday used fake smile
We all had breakfast and then went to school.. just like always.. Nick went to Miley and I stayed with Selena
I was in P.E. when I fell to the ground hurting myself on the knee
- You have to go to the infirmary Demetria.. who goes with her?
Everyone went quiet since Selena wasn't here.. as always..
- I will
I turned my head to see Nick in the end of the gym all sweaty with a basketball ball on his arms
- Nicholas, take her there. Class, back to work
He gave me a hand and I ignored it
- Ok.. don't take it..
I started walking while limbing
- Need help?
I groaned - I don't need your fucking help
He shrugged - Okay.. just please don't cuss.. I'm sensitive to bad words since I'm British - he said now exaggerating on his British accent just to make me roll my eyes
I continued walking through the halls with him by my side
- You're gonna ask for help.. sooner or later..
I shook my head - I've been all my life alone.. do you really think I'm not used to this? - I chuckled feeling the tears come to my eyes
- You're crying?
- For your information.. this shit hurts..
I wasn't crying for the knee wound.. I was crying for the heart wound.. Just by doing a simply task like talk to me, he could frustrate me.. It just hurted
- You're not alone
I stopped and started laughing - Yeah right.. go fuck with another one.. this one is done with it
We heard the doors open and I looked up to see who made such a loud sound
- Demetria.. - he sang sloppily - I've been missing you..
He started stumbling towards me as I took some steps back. He was clearly drunk
- Dee!!
I felt my dad grab me by the waist and trying to take of my shirt as I pulled it down - Stop.. please.. stop.. - I cried out
It all happened so fast.. it also ended fast since Nick was there.. I kicked my legs and arms around as my father didn't gave any signs if giving up. Nicholas quickly grabbed me and pulled me out of his grip hardly
- How dare you!! - my dad glared
I was so scared as Nick pulled me with him out of there for far far away.. I never thought my father would do this.. not in school!
I thought I got rid of him..
We stopped at a corner and Nick started taking deep breaths. I slid down the wall crying and wrapping my arms around my legs.. my heart still beating fast
- Are you okay Dee? did he hurt you?
I shook my head still with my eyes closed
Nick sat next to me and wrapped his arms around me - Who was he?
My heart started to jump.. would he get that I'm Demi?
- M-My.. Father..
- What?!
I continued crying as he kept shushing my ear.. please don't ask more questions..