Feel The Love (Nemi)

Cry

Demi

I woke up with my phone ringing so I checked it.. Marissa..

- Hello?

- Good Morning sunshine!! How are you feeling after that funeral?

I looked to my left and smirked - pretty amazing.. It sure was sad.. but there were things that made me smile.. Memories..

She chuckled - Good to know you're not depressing.. So.. did you saw him?

Nick opened his eyes as I rubbed his chest - Yeah.. why?

- Did you two talk?

I shrugged and smiled at him, having a smile back - Kind of..

- You gotta tell me everything!!

I laughed and fell on the bed again - I'll tell you later Mar.. how are stuff there?

- The usual.. Maddie's at school.. your mom's at work... nothing uncommon

Nick nudged me on the arm and invited me towards his arms.. I laid my head on his chest and took a deep breath, feeling his fingers get tangled in my hair

- Great.. well.. I gotta go ok?

- Yeah, yeah, yeah... don't worry - she chuckled - Waiting for your call okay?

I nodded - Bye Mar..

- Kisses

She hang up and I leaned over placing my phone on the nightstand.. Nick and I cuddled all night yesterday.. we catched up so he knew who Marissa was..

- Good Morning Sunshine

I giggled - That British accent will never get old...

He smiled and kissed my cheek - Great to know you like it..

My heart stopped as he put his hand under my shirt on my belly but a little up the normal.. I quickly screamed and scooted back falling out of the bed

- DEE?! - he quickly asked standing up and going towards me

I backed away towards the corner and started to breathe really fast.. to me.. Nick wasn't Nick and I wasn't 21... I was 18 and we were in a complete different state..

I was trapped in my own bubble right now.. a bubble I hate..

He tried to touch me but that only made it worse and I felt like I was going to explode..

- Dee calm down..

I started crying and kicking everywhere, punching the walls and moving my head from side to side

- No!! Back off!!! DON'T DO THIS!! - I yelled

How could just one simple touch drive you insane huh??

Nick

I started to get really nervous about Demi and really really scared

- Dee..

She finally calmed down and started crying her eyes out hugging her knees..

I couldn't understand what just happened... it was all so quick!

- Dee..

I placed my hand on her head and she jumped a little but I softly massaged and she remained calm

- You're fine baby.. don't worry..

She nodded and moved closer to me still sobbing.. Her legs got over mine and she leaned her head against my chest hugging me tighter - please don't hurt me..

She was shaking uncontrollably and I got scared for her

- Why are you upset lil' one?

- I'm scared.. - she mumbled

- Of what?

-The man...

She started crying harder and I balanced her from side to side..

She finally calmed down and mumbled

- I was raped