The Wanted Unwanted

Chapter 6

Sorry I've been deleting and reposting. So so sorry. But I've sort of solved the problem with my watpadd.

Short chapter ahead..

But first this chapter is dedicated to @Tsen1122. Thank you for your support on my story, it means alot.

Damon's pov

God this is harder than I thought.
I rubbed my temple in a frustrated manner. God I'm famished.

It's been six hours since we landed in new York and Av... My baby is still unconscious. The  doctor stitched and cleaned up her wounds and administered drugs for her.

Thank God the accident was a minor one if not, I don't even know what I would have done.  She had a broken leg which is not too serious and a big gash on her head because she hit her head pretty hard on the floor when she fell. The test results also said that she's stressed out and she's malnourished.

After everything, I carried her to my plane but not without the doctor's consent. The doctor was really against my actions but she later agreed after I gave her my famous glare and threatening her that she would never get a job anywhere she goes. She was really scared you know.

She was never scared of me you know, but after I started hitting her, she became scared of me.
  And its all my fault.

I'll make sure that she'd be treated well in m.. Our house. I'll make sure she'll feel comfortable when she wakes up.

That's if she'll stay. My subconscious mocked.

I've been trying to put everything in order for my baby to be okay when she wakes up. I want everything to be to her taste. I had to give orders to the maids to clean the house, the gardener to replant her favorite red roses. The garden was her favorite place before she ran away.

All her things in her previous apartment in California has been transferred and arranged to m.. Our room. I'm never gonna let her stay in the maids room where I.. I where I tortured her.

That room brings back memories that I didn't want to remember. Till now I dread entering that room.

When she left and the truth was uncovered, I always went to the room to sleep cause it still had her scent. The room didn't even have a bed because me the monster took it away. I'm So heartless. She always slept on the cold floor curled in a ball. I feel really guilty. It's such a small word but holds deep meanings and emotions.

I've been sitting in my office for how long now trying to think of how I would explain all that I've done and all that has happened while she was still unconscious. I know she'd be furious when she discovers that I moved all her things without her permission.

I don't know what to do.

I can't seem to get rid of this guilt that's really eating me up. Eating up my heart, my mind... God everywhere.

I went to the room to check up on my baby. On entering her room I saw her pale figure lying still on the bed.
To be honest, seeing her pale figure lying on that bed makes my heart bleed.

I sat beside her and for the first time after not seeing her for years, I looked at her, like I  really really looked no studied her. Her oval spotless and perfect face, her shaped brows and long lashes that touches her cheeks, her perfectly shaped pink lips which is now pale and cracked all because of me, her long dark hair... God she's so f***ing beautiful. A girl any grown man would kill for.

A girl a man like me would kill for.

I ran my hands through her soft hair, I rubbed my knuckles tenderly on her smooth paled face and I tried hard to not look at her luscious lips but my mind had other plans of its own. I rubbed my thumb against her lower lip. It's dry but it's f***ing soft.

I held her small hands in my larger one's. "I'm so sorry for hurting you so much, I'm so sorry baby. I promise to treat you better, to treat you like a queen. My Queen.

Just looking at her innocent face made me recall all my past deeds. The torture, the pain, the beatings and hitting's, the abusive words... God I'm so fucking sick of my self. I feel disgusted with myself and my actions. I'm a monster that doesn't deserve her but I can't let her go. I don't even deserve to be in her presence but here am I.

What I did to her in the past was very wrong and I know it. I don't always know what got into me whenever I hit her. Maybe because I believed all the lies Megan told me, maybe I felt betrayed.
The truth is, I was blinded by anger and rage. I didn't trust her.
I was too blind to notice that she was innocent all along.

I hate myself.
I failed as a son,
I failed as a husband to a lovely lady.
I felt something warm drop on my hand and when I looked looked at what dropped it was water. Water? From where?
Then it dropped again and I felt wetness on my cheeks then I realized.... I'm crying.

I hadn't cried in a while you know.

God I need fresh air. As I stood up to leave I felt something or should I say someone squeezed my fingers and when I looked down I froze. It was....

Suspenseeee.. 😝😝😝
Okay I'm so happy
I might have been able to fix the problem with my watpadd.

Get ready for the next chapter cause its gonna be a hell lot of a ride👻.

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