Everything Is Gross

Burn update

I may not be able to update anymore

My burn has gotten worse and I'm expressing many symptoms of severe sepsis, which apparently can lead to organ failure and death. Fun.

My skin is grey and my lips are blue. My arms and back ache and all I've done is sleep. I'm unable to keep food down and I feel cold, but am hot to the touch. My neck is swollen and I have a migraine. I'm confused and paranoid and my saliva was Orange at one point, just like the stuff leaking from my now severely infected leg. Maybe tmi, but no matter how much I drink, there is very little amounts of urine, and what is there is very dark, almost black in colour. Not quite black, but still. It shouldn't be like that.

I'm terrified.

Like... What if I die?

Honestly, I'll try to update you once we know what's going on.

But I'm scared. Because I work in a garage, there are plenty of carcinogenic contaminants and it might not be Sepsis. Sepsis, Cancer and poisoning from my medication are all possibilities. All of them can kill me and I'm worried.

I'm not saying I definitely have these diseases and I'm not able to get into the doctors until tomorrow, but it's all very scary.