chapter 19

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Its not like I can't handle difficult situations, its the fact that I get worked up over the problem. I mean you would know from Williams death and how much that affected me. But being pregnant and having your hormones at a higher rate than usual, I'm even more worked up. Kyle tried to call Noah but he hasn't answered since I last talked to him. Kyle suggested that I talk to Louis since this is a matter of "who's the baby's daddy?!" I want it to be no ones, for this to just be a mistake that the test was false and I'd wake up in my bunk bed. I'd get ready for school with William and finish the day off with a hug from the family before bed. I just wanted that again, but I'm twenty one and I have my own place with a man who loves me and I may be having his child, which scares me to death. I need this baby to be Noah's, I can't have it be Louis, that'll make everything even more difficult. His memory may be coming back but who knows how much progress he'll make. He's lost and different. I can't have it ruin his career or ruin him.

I need time, time to decide what I'm going to do with myself and this, this baby inside of me.

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Sorry for this being like half a page, but I'm super busy and I know that I need to update, I apologize guys. Forgive me.

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