Shidge One-Shots

The Impossible Boy Pt1 (Doctor Who AU)

First off I got seriously inspired by that wonderful piece of art by Fate221. And I also LOVE Doctor who (TenRose and ElevenClara are OTP y'all) so I really wanted to write this! Hope you enjoy! 💚🖤 Keep shipping!

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*Pidge POV*

"Doctor!"

"Doctor...help me..."

"Doctor...I-I'm cold..."

"I don't wanna die, Doctor..."

"D-Doctor! Don't go! I...I'm scared, Doctor..."

All goodbyes are painful. This one is no different.

My companion, Shiro, is in my arms, bleeding badly. Dispite the fact he's dying, he's smiling at me. The tears are streaming down my face,
"Don't smile at me like that, idiot." I sniff, choking on tears,
"C'mon Doc, we both knew it might have happened. And I wouldn't chance anything. I'd do it all over again. The things you've shown me these past few months I wouldn't have seen in any amount of years, so thank you." Shiro smirks, weakly drying my eyes.

I can't help but smile and I giggle a little through my tears,
"I'm glad. I-I just wish I could have stopped this. I-I'm s-sorry." I tremble, using my fingers to wipe his hair out of his face. Shiro chuckles,
"It's alright, Doc, it's okay." He smiles. I try to stay strong, but it just makes me cry more. I grip Shiro's hand with my own.

"K-Katie..." I sniff,
"Katie?" Shiro asks, blood trickling out of his mouth,
"T-that's my name. You may as well know before..." I begin, but my tears stop me. Shiro snickers,
"That's a beautiful name, Katie. I'm glad you told me." He chuckles. I nod, not able to form words,
"Takashi." Shiro smirks,
"H-huh?" I question,
"That's my name. Takashi Shirogane. Everyone just c-calls me Shiro though." Shiro states.

I laugh a little,
"Great minds are so alike, huh?" I smirk,
"That's not really how the saying goes, but...but I'll allow it. And I agree." Shiro chuckles, his voice getting weak and shaky. His eyes start to droop,
"S-Shiro! No! D-don't! Y-you can't! You can't just leave me like this!" I weep.

Shiro smiles,
"Y'know, there's something else I never told you..." Shiro smirks,
"W-what?" I sniff. Shiro pauses then looks me dead in the eyes,
"...I love you, Doctor." He grins.

My breath hitches in my throat, and I'm at a loss for words. Shiro's eyes begin to close again,
"I-I...I love you too, Shiro. I'm so so sorry..." I say, barely above a whisper. Shiro snickers,
"Y'know...is this the part we kiss or...?" He smirks, weakly raising an eyebrow. I laugh through my pouring tears and nod,
"Y-yeah. I guess it is." I sniff.

I bend down, my hearts beating in my chest, and press my salty lips against Shiro's. For the first time in my long, long life, I feel loved. And I feel love too. For Shiro. The man who is dying in my arms.

Once we break Shiro lightly chuckles,
"Woah. You're a good kisser." Shiro states, making me blush and laugh,
"You're not too bad yourself, Takashi Shirogane." I tease. Shiro laughs, but it grows weak. His eyes begin to close.
"N-no! Shiro? C-come on! No!"

~Time skip~

I sit in my TARDIS, slumped against the panel, my head in my hands. My eyes are blood-shot and my cheeks are red.

It's been two weeks since Shiro died, and I'm still crying like the grieving idiot I am.

I let him die. We could have been together. After all these years, he was the one, and like the rest of them, I let him die. Why? Why do I let them get killed? Why do I have to be such a failure? Why do I let them all down?

The tears start to fill my eyes again, but I shake it off. I start to flip some switches,
"Time for a little trip, huh girl?" I ask, earning a noise from the TARDIS. She starts to shake, and I hold on, but I don't feel excited like I normally do. Because there's no one to be excited with.

After a few seconds the TARDIS lands and I step out. I've been a few places since Shiro, but none of them have been the same without him. Heh, the man's made me soft. It's only been two weeks and I'm already lonely.

I look around.

Britain, about 1890's. Beautiful, and busy.

People whizz past me, and I'm almost knocked off my feet by one bloke,
"Watch it!" He growls. I smooth down my coat and take a deep breath.
"Time for a stroll in the 1890's." I mumble, smiling. I walk through crowds, being shoved and pushed, and given weird looks because of my clothes, and eventually end up on a nearly empty street.

I walk down the street, smiling as I take in the old-fashioned houses and lampposts. I stop at an under-construction building and I watch the men work, craning my neck to see. Suddenly this man walks right into me, making me fall on my ass,
"Oh! Pardon me ma'am." A familiar voice says, but it has a counrty accent with a slight British edge to it. I look up and see a hand outstretched to me, and a smiling face. My eyes widen and my jaw drops.

"Shiro?" I gasp. Shiro looks at me, confused,
"Uh, yes ma'am?" He asks.

*DRAMATIC DOCTOR WHO MUSIC*

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! WOOOOOHOOOOHOOOOO!!!!!

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Hey guys. So, my hamster died today and we just buried her, so I wrote this to cheer me up. Rest in peace my little fluff ball. We love you Candy ❤