chapter 8

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Embry p.o.v

"we're here"Leah said,while parking her car in the underground parkinglot of the building.we quitely got out of the car and walked over to wait for the elevator.the need to be close to her and touch her was growing every second.if i would just move an inch then my hand would brush against her......ting,thats the sound the elevator made when it opened."Leah..."a little boy squealed when we came into view,he ran towards her and she bent down to pick him up in her arms."hey champ"Leah said  in a baby voice.she sounded adorable."when are you going to take me out to eat ice cream again."the little boy asked."you took him out to eat ice cream"a black haired woman said looking at Leah questioningly.she must be the little boy's mother."Oo calaum i that was supposed to be a secret, now look you got me into trouble with your moma."Leah said in the same baby voice,whining a little.both the woman burst out laughing at this.i had never seen Leah like this,just so normal,holding a child with so much love and care.not that he had ever seen her holding a child,it was probably because she could never have a child of her own.i shoved that thought aside."who's he."the child asked looking angrily up at me.like i had stolen a lolipop out of his hand.the woman also turned to look at Leah questioningly."he my...he's back from the town i lived in.we grew up together."Leah said,looking a little uncomfortable."oh" the woman said."well i guess i'll see you around Leah" the woman said."ok.bye carie.bye-bye calaum."Leah said and handed the child back to his mother.

we had to wait for the lift again because of the little run in.but this time it was empty.Leah pushed the botton for the fourth floor ther were only five floors in the building.we were yet again in a confined space and the need to touch her was growing.i could feel her heart beating just as fast as mine.she hadn't looked directly at me since we met today.we reached our destination all too quickly.Leah rushed out of the elevator as soon as it stoped.she rushed towards the door on the left hand side.there were only two one on the left and on on the right hanside of the floor.she unlocked the door and went inside,i followed her and closed the door behind me."this is the kichten,there must be some leftover pizza or chinese or something in case you are hungry,and you can sleep in that room for today."she said all this with her back against me all the while not turning and looking at me.it was getting on my nerves on.she stopped in front of a room,that i supposed was to be mine.i walked closer to her so that my chest was touching her back.i heard her gasp.time stilled.it was now impposibile to keep my hands to my self.i felt like i would burn right there to the ground if i didn't touch her.i kept my hand on her shoulder,she slowly turned towards me.we both were breathing very harshly now.she had to crane up head to look at me.even with heels her head just reached my shoulders,she wasn't small,it was just that i was tall.and i quiet liked that at the moment,because the way she angled her head to look at me i could see all of her beautiful face very clearly.i could see her lushious lips.i wanted to kiss her.but i knew if i did that that i wouldn't be able to stop at just that.i couldn't just jump at her like that,coluld i.no,she would kill mestart counting backwards Embry,i told myself.ten, nine ,eight....but then i made the mistakeof looking into her eyes.they showed the same lust that i felt.to hell with my life,i would happily die if i just got this chance to be with her.with that i roughly picked her up and felt her legs wrap around my waist to support herself.i slamed her against the door of the room,and kissed her lips like i had been waiting to do for what felt like all of my life.

Leah p.o.v

Embry placed his hand on my shoulders,electricity ran from where he touched to all over my body,i felt a deep clenching down in my belly,it almost hurt,i gasped at this feeling.i turned around to look at him.one moment i was looking into his eyes and the next i was being pushed against a door.Embry placed one hand at the back of my head so i did not hit my head against the door.then his lips were on mine.

Fire.thats all i left.right now.all consuming and overwhelming.i had never been kissed like that before,i had never kissed like that before.like ou r lives depended on it.like if we seperated i would die.i had wanted to do this,i realised,i had wanted to do this back in the woods,in the car,in the elevator,all i had wanted to do was kiss Embry,to be close to him,to make love to him.i gasped at this finally realising what my body had been practically screeming at me for the past hour.i gasped as that thought settles into my mind.Embry took full advantage of that and slid his toungue into my mouth.i moaned at how good it felt,at this Embry pushed his body even more closer to mine,like that was even possible.one of his hand dug into my into my waist while the other curled in my hair ,keeping me in place.i ran my hand over his shoulders and his back,feeling his muscles flex under my touch.

You and I go hard at each other like we're going to war.
You and I go rough, we keep throwing things and slamming the door.
You and I get so damn dysfunctional, we stopped keeping score.
You and I get sick, yeah, I know that we can't do this no more.

no.no one was singing this song,nor it was plaing in my head.though,it was playing on my landline,it was the ringtone.one more night by maroon 5. i was bought smack back into reality by this.we had stoped kissing and were staring like idiots at the land line.i heard Embry growl at the landline and he tightend his hold on me.i slowly,very slowly turned my head to look at him.when he saw me looking at him he grinned so wide i thought his face would tear.i had no frikkin idea how i looked.i quickly tore myself apart from him and without looking back ran to pick up the phone.

Leah p.o.v

"Leah i just forgot to tell you,Carlisle came today,you know to watch over Jesse through her pregnancy,and Renesmee is here too.you should come home next weekend."mom said.silence."Leah.LEAH.are you there?"mom shouted through the phone."yeah i am here."i said,almost wishpered.i cleared my throat and spoke again."i will come home this weekend."i said my voice still not right."good.and i hope you are taking good care of Embry."i heard Embry chuckle at that.i turned to glare at him.but just gulped when our eyes made contact again.feeling the sparks fly again."ok bye mom."with that i ended the call.

i was frozen to the ground.i had just kissed Embry..i just kissed Embry.no this is not right.what the hell am i doing,kissing him.wanting to kiss him again wanting to do more than kiss him.i shook my head,as if the desire would go away with that."uhmm Leah,are you ok?"he said."am i ok.the question should be are you ok.have you lost your mind or something.you kissed me."i shouted.being angry right now seemed to be safe,cause all i wanted now was to continue doing what were doing seconds ago."yeah well you kissed me back."Embry said defensively."and tell me can you deny that you like it."he said smirking.i growled up at the sky.he was right.i couldn't deny that.

he was i front of me in a flash,his lips on mine again.and again i was kissing him back.and again the phone rang,my cellphone this time.Embry let out a cruse and said muttered something about destroying all my phones with his bare hands.i wanted to laugh at that but couldn't.i was breathing heavily again.i took my bag and ran into my room and shut the door in his face.i know it was a cowardly thing to do,and i was the kind of girl to face things head on,but i couldn't help myself  tonight.i was feeling so confused.what was happening to me what was i thinking.

i didn't get myself to go out of the room that night,it took all of my will power to do that because every nerve of my body was burning,knowing that only thing that kept me and him apart was just a wooden door.all night i could hear Embry begging me to open the door,threatning to brak it down,telling me to let him explain himself.i felt pathetic and weak for doing what i was doing.i know it was wrong,but i needed some space from him.guess he fugired that out because he didn't break down the door and stoped trying to get me out of my room anymore.though late in the night i heard something breaking loudly,the landline i guess.i smiled sleeplingly at that.Good.after tonight i was not a big fan of it anymore.

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