Simply Us

chapter 13

A/N:things are going to get a little racy from now on,so just infoming ;)

Leah p.o.v

Something was different.this was not normal.one cannot be so attaracted to a person.like where ever he touches,where ever he kisses,that part of your body seems to be on fire and the only way to cure that fire is to have him do it again.i wanted him,i wanted him so bad.and the way he was kissing me and touching me,i knew he wanted me too.but something was holding me back,i was holding myself back.the last time i had felt like this,well felt a hundreth fraction of this i thought i was in love,and when that didn't work out,it broke my heart,it broke me.it took me years to put the pieces of my soul back together.and now i was sure that if i let myself fall for Embry,with the kind of attaraction i felt towards him,the kind of need i was starting to develop towards him,and if kinds did not work out,i will probably brake again and this time i was quite sure i would not be able to fix myself,i will surely die.so i was not going to fall for him.i was not going to allow myself to get hurt again.

somehow we both ended up in my bed.the clothes had been literally torn apart from our bodies,now we were just in our underware.Embry was kissing me kissing and biting every part of my body like his life depended on it.and i was doing the same too.trying to kiss and touch every part of him.i couldn't breathe or even think straight,i was a moaning and groaning hot mess and Embry was just making it worse."i want you."he growled near my ears,biting their end,a shiver ran through my body as he pressed his lower body agaist mine.his erection diging into methrough our thin cloth between us."but not now,not like this, iwant you to feel the same way as i do.i want it to be more than simply lust for you.i want all of you."he said.he slid off me,a whipered in protest,wabting his body back on mine.he chuckeled at that.getting up from bed and closing the door the slid back in bed with me.and lightly kissed my shoulders."i am not going anywhere beautiful.sleep now."he said as he wrapped me in his arms and went off to sleep.

i cant believe he did that,leaving me all hot and bothered like that.i knew he did that on porpose,i could still feel his erectin poking my belly.i cant belive i let this happen,with someone in the room right across from us.shit.i hadn't even noticed the open door.that good Liam was drugged up and passed out right now.what was happening.this wasn't normal.i had never felt like this with anyone before,maybe the attarction was intensified because both of us were warewolves,i dont know,this was just different.and i had agreed to go out with him.i mentally slapped myself.it was probably because of how hurt he had looked when i told him that what i felt was just physical.when he had gone into the kitchen i thought he was going to back down and leave it like that,i cannot lie,the thought of him leaving,it had felt like someone had jabbed a knife through my heart.and when he had asked me to go out,i was so shocked that i had stupidly agreed.i knew it was wrong i could never give him what he wanted,i could never let myself love him.

i had decided a long time ago that if i ever let myself love someone again it would be my mate,and Embry should do the same,hold out for his mate.more than half of the wolves i knew had a mate and so it was just a matter of time till Embry would find his.and then what where will that leave us,i knew both of us would end up getting hurt and i knew that for a fact,because even the thought of him with someone else was like all the air in my lungs was being sucked out of me.

as good as it was to tortue myself more thinking about all of this.i let it go.i let it go because right now i was in Embry's arrms and it was making me feel so safe and secure and annoyingly happy.so i let it go and drifted off to sleep.

Embry p.o.v

Bliss.thats the only word i can say to describe how i feel right now.waking up in the morning with the woman i love in my arms,our bodies entwined,her soft back pressed to my chest.i push her soft brow hair to the side and curl my fingers in them,then i lean my head down to the crook of her neck and inhale her deep delicious scent.i swear to god nothing has smelled more appeling to me than her.i want to kiss,lick and bite all of her.wrapping my free arm arond her waist,i lick the the part of her skin i was just inhaling.i want to growl so bad,she just tastes and feels as good as she smells.at this Leah slightly wihpers in her sleep and moves her body even closer to mine.her perfectly round butt,so closely touching my length.i cant keep the growl from escaping my mouth this time.my cock now standing erect in betwwen us.

Leah shot straight up from bed and and looked at me startled.she rubbed her eyes vigorously and then looked back at me."what are you doing here?"Leah asked me seeming out of breath.i didn't answer her,i was too busy checking out her breast and the way her little nipples were starting to show through her bra.she seemed to notice where my eyes were locked and crossed her hands over her breasts."Embry.get out."she said trying to make it sound like she wat annoyed.but i know she was anything but,from the way a blush crept all over her body.god i want her,i want her so much.it took all of my will power,not take take her yesterday.

i nodded and got out of the bed,knowing if i stayed a mintue longer i would end up having my way with her,hard."goodmorning beautiful,the only reason i am going right now is because you look incredibly edible right now,and i know if i dont get the hell out,i am going to end eating you all up right now."i said and gave her a hard and fast kiss on her lips,savouring the taste of her lips,tounge, mouth...to last me for half a day atleast,and ran straight out of her room,before i lost control.

Leah p.o.v

One day and two nights.that's was all it took to have all my walls,my self restrain to come crumbling down.oh well how am I kidding,my walls had been broken down like little shards of glass,from the day six months ago.and I hated myself for that.and I hated him for that.
Embry,I couldn't even think about him now without going all painfully wet and tight down under.I had taken the coldest and the longest shower today,after the shit he said to me and ran away,it had made me all hot and bothered and so so turned on,as if last night wasn't enough.

But well my my torture was no where nearly over.it was another day and the show must go on.I got ready,woke up Liam.gave him his medicine and something to eat.he insisted on going to work.but well with a banged up nose a half broken jaw and a neck brace,he looked like a bus had hit him,so I sterly told him to sit tight and rest.

"Leah..."Liam hesitated."yes..."I urged him to carry on."can you do me a favour."he said looking so vulnerable that my heart went out to him.I guess breaking up with someone you love does that to you."anything."I told him,so that he would know I am there for him no matter what."can you get.....can get my stuff from.....his apartment."he said,trying to hold back tears.'his' in this case meant his boyfriend,well ex-boyfriend now.I never liked him,from the first time I met him,he looked to arrogant and cocky.but I had kept my mouth shut because Liam had been head over heals for this guy.now I felt stupid,I should have protected Liam from the get go and told him what an incredible ass his boyfriend was.
"I will,do I need to kick his pitiful ass while I am there."I said."no"Liam said with a tired little smile.I still didn't know what had happened with him,but I didn't push him.he would tell me when he felt like it,he always did.
Getting up I said"ok I am going to go now,but I want you to do nothing but rest,and take your medicine on time.am I clear."I ordered him."yes ma'am."he said chuckily lightly.I smiled and made my way out of the building,highly aware of Embry's presence in the apartment oppsite to mine.He seemed to be showering.