Simply Us

epilogue

Embry's p.o.v

How much can happen in a week.i will tell you.you can live your entire life in a week.feel everything there is to feel.enjoy the best kind of happiness.savour the best kind of bliss.feel angry,jealous,sad,estatic,surprised,shocked yada yada yada.....everything.

And what can happen in one moment.everything can go away.your entire life can break in front of your eyes,and you can do nothing but just stand quietly and stupidly watch as that happens.

2 weeks,it was exactly 2 weeks after...that day.the day I meet my màte and the day I lost Leah,not that I had her in the first place.

The facts.I will tell you the facts.

Fact 1:the day I meet my mate and took her to my home,I found out that she was my soon to be step sister.you confused.yeah well so was I.
Well you see when I took her home.my mom rushed out of my home and started paniking.she shouted things like what happened to her.why was she covered in blood.to which ofcourse I had no response to.the strange thing was that my mother seemed to know my mate by her name.I know this because she kept chanting things like,oh my god Rose plz be ok and wake up rose wake up.
So her name was Rose and when I asked my mother how she knew her,I got to hear the fantastic(note the sarcasm) news that my mother was getting married.which can be your fact no 2.

I had know my mother was dating someone when I was away in college,but I never knew she was getting married.and Rose just happened to be my future step-father's daughter.

I then left my mate to the care of my mother and went outside.that's when I felt the pain.like someone had stabbed me.like my entire world had broken into pieces.but it was not my pain I was feeling.it was someone else's.and that's how I knew.that Leah knew I found my mate.

And it was kind of uncanny for me to feel her emotions as we can only do that when we are in wolf form.

Fact no 3:I was still in love with Leah.a thousand times more than before,so yeah it hurt like hell to known I was hurting her.

But why was I still in love with her? I found my mate,I should be in love with her,I cared deeply for my mate,I really did with all my heart I did.so I should not feel this way about Leah,my heart would love my mate and not Leah.so why did I still love her?

Fact no 4:I was no longer in the pack.somehow when I formed a bond to the girl,I ended up breaking my bounds to the pack.everyone except Leah.this I found out when I turned into my wolf form right after I left my mate and I felt Leah's emotion.my wolf could feel no one except Leah.

Fact no 5:I was in hell.my own personal hell,where I am broken.confused hurtand most of all frustrated.

That day when I turned into my wolf and felt no one but Leah I ran after her,but she was far gone by then,and I couldn't follow her in my wolf form to the city.so I shifted and drove to the apartment but she wasn't there.i called her but she didn't pick up.i checked her office but she wasn't there.i had been kicked out by her office's security more than 5 times,the only reason I was not in jail was because of Liam,who also claimed that he didn't know where she was,but I knew that he knew because he was not panicking like I was,and so I almost came close to beating the shift out of him in his own office,and then the police definitely became involved,but Liam didn't press charges.

It had been two weeks since I last saw both my mate and Leah.

I couldn't go to my mate because I couldn't go two seconds without turning,and it was killing me.she had been hurt and scared the day I met her and I had no idea why.

I was going insane,iwas pulling my hair out cursing swearing and destroying anything that came in my way.drinking,turning every three minutes and running till god knowns where.coming back and doing it all over again.

I was currently in a log that was co-owned by everyone in my pack or ex-pack I should say.Jake and Quil had just left after checking in on me.i was still drunk and pissed like hell,the log looked like a hurricane had consumed it and beer bottles were all over the place.

I was enjoying my days in hell and just staring up the celling,when I felt her.Leah.i  got up with lightning speed and literally tore open the door.there she stood,the love of my life.

"I'm pregnant",she said and then fainted.