Simply Us

chapter 9

Embry p.o.v

*flashback 2 days back*

"Take it slow ok.dont scare her."Quil said."Scare her, hardly.she's the one who scares everyone away."i said chuckling."Embry".Quil said giving me a sharp look."ok ok.i will take it slowwwww."i said with mock seriousness."good and dont tell her that you love yet,first make her like you."he said.

i was quiet for a while."i am not sure if i am in love with her or not."i said quietly."what?just months ago you were running after her like a love sick puppy.declaring your love for her and now all of a sudden you are not sure.i cannot let you go through with it ,if you are not sure.this is Leah we are talking about.if you want any kind of relationship with her,you have to be totally sure about your feeling for her.she has already been hurt once before i will not let that happen again,even if i have to go against you. "Quil said in one breath.

i turned to look at the sun rising up.we were currently sitting on the edge of a cliff.it was one of my favourite spots here.it was secluded from the beach as you had to travel through the woods to get here.we were here so early as we had just finished our morning perimeter run of the pack's territory.it was worth it though,cause the view of the sunrise from here was to die for.it looked so beautiful and serene.it just made me miss Leah even more.i had not seen her in like 6 months.i had working my ass off for the finals,just so i could get a decent job and move to washington d.c to see Leah.

"i know that Quil.and i promise you that i will not hurt he,you know thatr.its just that...i miss her so much.i just want to be close to her.i want to.....i just want her.i dont know if i love her or not,just because i never felt like this ever before."i realised i was standing up now.

"i know that Embry,but what if you two get together and then you find your mate,where will that leave her,dont let that happen again"Quil said trying to reason with me."that will never happen"i growled at him.i knew i will never hurt her.even if that meant never looking in any girl's eye ever again.i knew that will not happen because the way my body reacted to even her name,the way every nerve of my body heated up,the need i felt for her.i knew there was no other girl in the world for me.

"Embry but just think if..."Quil tried to reason with me again."No!"i snarled through my teeth.i knew that if i stayed one more second here i would end up attacking my best friend.so i jumped off the cliff.within seconds i could feel the ice cold water surrounding me.calming me.

Leah p.o.v

it was 7 in the morning.i tip toe out of my room.it was a suprise that Embry hadn't gotten i got ready in the morning.well i had been careful to be quiet about it.when i opened my room's door.i found Embry sleeping on the floor by the door.

guilt washed over me,and it was doubled when i thought i was just running away again.but i know i needed more space,locking myself up in my room yesterday had been of no use as i was still confused as i was yesterday.the two things i was sure about was one:i felt an insane amount of attarction towards Embry and two:i had no reason why.my body had completely forgotten about this strange feeling in the six months we have been apart and now that he was suddenly in front of me,it was back with a bang.and it irritated the hell out was me.i hated not being in control of myself.

i was just about to open the front door when i heard rather felt Embry speak."going without saying goodbye again."he wishpered in my ears.a shiver ran down my spine.damn i hadn't heard Embry get up. i took a breath in and tried to control my body for betaying me. i put on a blank expression on my face and turned around to face him."get off me before i make you."i told him calmy.he only lowered his eyes and looked at my lips hungrily again.i couldn't help but do the same."dont try to hide Leah.i know how your body reacts to me."he wishpered in my ears.how did he know that?as if reading my mind he said said in his low and husky voice."i know this because my body reacts the same way to you"he smirked when i took a shaky breath in,to say i was turned on would be an understatement.i could feel my body melt.

Embry smirked when he saw my reaction,a stasisfied smile begin to form on his lips.that is what ticked me off.no one toys with me! i pushed him off my so much force that he landed on his butt on the floor."when i get back.i do hope you have enough sense to get the hell out of here and go hide away in some pathetic rathole,because if i find you in my apartment when i get back,so help me God,you will find ourself facing the physco with anger issue you always thought of me as."with that i turned my back to his schoked face.