quite fucked up

Chapter 11

~next month~
The past month was not to special. I went to work everyday. The normal things some nice costumes and some really disrespectful ones that think grabbing the waitresses ass is okey. The other girls said that you just have to deal with it but with my history it's really hard sometimes. Brook met up with some old friends. He told me that they used to be a band and a friend of them named Harvey got signed to an management named Alphadog. That management would like to bring back Boyband and want to form one out of the five boys. Brook wasn't really sure if he wants to do that because...
B: No Y/n. I will not join the band.
Y/n: Why?
B: I would have to be there 24/7. I don't want to let you alone.
Y/n: You won't.
B: I would have to if I would join the band.
Y/n: Brook I'm sure you could find a way to find time for me.
B: No. I don't want to talk about this anymore.
He says leaving our bed room. I can see that he really wants to but he thinks he wouldn't have time for me. That's cute but he has his own life too and I don't want to be the reason that he didn't live his dream. So I take my phone out and text Jack. I have his number because me and Brook met up with him once.

I go to bed and fall asleep alone.

~The next morning~
In the morning I wake up with Brook on the other side of the bed but he isn't touching me at all. I get up to get ready and eat something before I leave. I leave a note like always.

Good morning Brooky
Have a great day I'll see you later.
Love Y/n

I leave to go to the restaurant. I don't like leaving after an argument with Brook. But I have to go to work.
The day is like any other day. Some nice costumes and some that aren't as nice. So at 13:30 I see Jack walking inside with three other boys. I ask Kim if she can take my tables so I can talk to Jack and she agrees. When he sees me he walks over to me.
J: Y/n
Y/n: Hey Jack and?
J: These are Andy, Rye and Sonny. The others of the band.
Y/n: Nice to meet you.
Everybody: Nice to meet you.
J: I know you wanted to talk to me but we were all together and they are a part of the band too so I brought them too.
Y/n: No problem. The only thing is that if you want to eat something I can't pay. The money is restricted.
J: Ohh no I will pay.
Y/n: Okey let's sit down.
I walk to a table where everybody can fit.
J: So why does or doesn't he want to be a part of the band?
Y/n: It's because of me.
They look at me with a questioning look.
Y/n: It's complicated. It's a long story I'll try and explain it as easily as I can. So I had this boyfriend named Zach. He didn't treat me well. He made me addicted to alcohol and drugs. Well he raped me and cheated on me. When I found out I ran away and Brooklyn found me in a bar really drunk. He brought me to his place and took care of me. The next morning I had the urge to throw up like the past week so Brook when to get me some pregnancy test and they were positive. I moved in with brook and he told me he would help me with the baby.
J: I'm really sorry for you.
R: Yeah
A: You deserve better.
S: Yeah Andy's right.
Y/n: Thanks
J: But I'm still confused. Why exactly doesn't he want to join?
Y/n: He thinks that he will have to leave me. He told me the band would take away from me like 24/7.
S: I guess it's kind of true.
A: Yeah sure but we can find a way.
R: But Andy's right we can find a way that he can be with you.
Y/n: But how when even you say it takes away a lot of time. I want him to live his dream because he is so helpful to me but he won't join if he has to leave me.
R: Let's call Blair!
Rye takes his phone and calls someone.
Y/n: Sorry who is Blair?
A: Blair is our manager. Maybe he has a good idea.
R: So he is coming to our little meeting. He's not far away.
We all laugh but then think about some solutions. A bald man walk over to our table.
Blair: Hey Guys. Hello you must be Brook's girlfriend.
Y/n: I'm Y/n and I'm actually not Brook's girlfriend.
Blair: Oh I'm sorry. So what's the problem.
R: Sit down this will take a while.
Y/n: Before I explain everything again do you want to eat something?
They tell me what they want and I bring their order to the kitchen. When I return I tell Blair the story that I told the boys.
Blair: I'm sorry but listen my idea for the band was that you guys live in one house because it's much easier if everybody lives in the same place. So if you ask me it would be the easiest if Y/n just lives with you guys.
The boys nod.
Y/n: The Idea is great but I don't have the money to live in a house or an apartment.
Blair: No the management will cover the costs of the house.
Y/n: No I really can't expect that you don't even know me.
Blair: Listen Y/n. I see how much Brook cares for you and the baby. And I care for what Brook cares so I care for you.
Y/n: Alright.
Blair: Could you call Brook so we can talk to him about this?
Y/n: I think it's better if Jack calls him.
J: Okey?

~Phone Conversation~
J: Hey Brook
B: Hey Jack how are you?
J: Fine you?
B: I'm alright.
J: Hey could you come to Peter's restaurant I have to talk to you.
B: Why?
J: Just come!
B: Okey I'll be there in five.
J: Okey see you.
B: See you.