quite fucked up

Chapter 21

~Brook's POV~
I know Y/n said she doesn't need stuff for her office but that's where she works and it's really plain. She has an old desk that was in the house and that's it. I want to go back to ikea and get her some stuff so I ask the boys to help me distract her.
B: Can someone go on a walk with her or something?
J: Yeah I can ask her if she wants to go on a walk with me and Sonny.
B: Perfect and Rye and could you get the desk out of the room?
R: Sure I can do that.
A: What about me?
B: Would you come with me and help find some stuff?
A: Yeah let's do it!
Jack and Sonny go and get Y/n and tell her to come on a walk with them. She agrees and Andy and I drive back to Ikea. Andy has some great ideas and we get as much stuff as we can for the office and drive back. On our way there we make a stop in a decoration store and get some stuff. We drive back to the house and Rye, Andy and me build everything and decorate the whole room.

When we finish and we hear the door opening. Jack and Sonny walk inside and Y/n too.
Y/n: Brooky?
B: Yeah?
Y/n: Is everything okey here?
B: Yeah why?
Y/n: I don't know just a weird feeling.
B: We have a surprise for you.
Y/n: Really?
B: Yeah follow me.
I walk to her office and open the door. She walks inside.
Y/n: Oh my God! This is is the cutest thing ever! Who did this?
B: Everybody helped.
A: But it was Brook's Idea.
Y/n: Ohh thank you so much.
B: You're welcome. I thought this is your office it should be a bit more how do I say it? Beautiful
Y/n: You guys are great! Why did I deserve you guys.
They come and we have a group hug. I walk to my computer and go on the vlog. There are a lot of comments. I read them and am shocked.
B: Y/n are you okey?
Y/n: Guys they know.
B: Who is they and what do they know?
Y/n: Your fans know that I'm pregnant.
Brook comes over to me and hugs me.
Y/n: But they think it's yours Brook.
B: I wish it was! I'm sorry.
Y/n: No me too.
R: But how did they find out? We didn't talk about it.
Y/n: There is a scene in the Vlog where you can see my baby bump.
R: Oh I'm sorry I didn't notice.
Y/n: No problem could have happened to anybody.
B: What do we do now?
Y/n: Maybe I should tell them the truth.
B: No you don't have to. They aren't sure if you are pregnant.
Y/n: I know but I'm sick of hiding it. And in a few weeks I won't be able to hide it anyway. So I think it's easier if I just tell them.
B: Do what you think is best. Just don't feel like you have to do anything.
A: Yeah do what you think is best.
R: We support you.
Y/n: Thanks Guys. I will film a video.
B: Okey just tell me if you need something.
Y/n: Thanks I will but I think I have to do this alone.
They leave me and I take the camera that's on my desk and place it on a small table so that I can sit on the floor and record myself.
Y/n: Hey Guys. It's me Y/n. Wow okey this feels weird without the boys. Anyway ehmm this is gonna be a like a "story time" video so yeah I guess I have to start with: Yeah I am pregnant. No it not Brook's.
I have to start of with my life. Well my life was quite fucked up before I met Brook or in general the boy. But especially before I met Brook. Well okey I have to start at the Beginning...
I tell them about my life from Zach raping me to finding out about him cheating on me with Holly. Then how Brook saved me and I found out about the pregnancy. Until now. I don't mention any names in the whole video although I would love him to get hate but I have to be the strong one. I then get Brook into the shot and get something out of my bag.
Y/n: Okey I have to tell you that Brook started talking to the baby about three weeks into my pregnancy and he always says: " Hello Baby. Are you in there?" And then he talks to the baby about things that are happening in our life's and believe me it's the cutest thing.
I turn to Brook and say:
Yn: I thought since you aren't sure if there is a baby growing inside of me I would show you.
I say handing him an ultrasound picture.

He looks at it and says nothing. After some seconds he starts crying.
Y/n: Oh my God Brooky what's wrong?
He looks at me and says crying.
B: I just realized that there is a human growing inside of you. I mean I knew you are pregnant but I never thought about it like that. But look at the Baby it's beautiful!
Y/n: Awww Baby.
I say and we hug and I start crying. I turn back to the camera and say:
Y/n: Okey Guys so that's my story. I hope you have an amazing day or night. We love you here at the Roadtrip house! Bye!
I go and turn off the camera and give Brook another hug.