I know your probably sick of me bothering you ,but I'm holding back a lot and it doesn't affect anyone but me right now and whereas I'm thinking you are probably content I know that im not. I am miserable as hell so I'm just gonna let it out now and then leave you alone. I think about you 24/7 and I can't get you off my mind. I don't know what to do or say anymore. All I ever see is that I lost my King and everytime I see you or even look at you all I want to do is wrap myself around you and tell you I love you more than anything in this world. I have never felt so broken in my life even when my dad was gone. I never really realized how much I was in love with you until now. I looked forward to being able to see you everyday and just hoping that I could always and forever be the person to make you happy the way you do for me and I failed. It's disappointing for me to realize that I've lost one person who I really saw being with me through everything and I'm sorry for making things harder than it has to be but I know one thing for sure is that even if I finally accept it I'm still stuck with you , because you are engraved into my heart as my first love and I will always see you as that. I needed you to know that my feelings for you are still very strong but I understand that you need space and want to be away from me so I have to respect that ,but ik I can't hide my feelings for you at all so just know that I am always going to be here if you need me and that I love you and I don't think I will ever stop. I don't expect anything to be different from this, but at least I can say that I know what I want for once and don't need a second opinion on it and that is you. Goodnight Desmond.
--STRESS LEVEL: FUCKING SKYROCKETING
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