He didn’t get his penis very far into my mouth before I started gagging and sputtering, as if I were the star of my own hardcore porn. But, trying to be cool about it, I pulled myself together… then immediately had flashes of choking to death on his penis, it being in the local newspaper, and how devastated my parents would be to find me dead by penis in the mouth. "Death by penis" is not what you want written on your tombstone.
I suddenly got insecure and had my moments where I wanted to shy away but maybe my pride wouldnt let me but all I kept thinking was maybe he doesnt like was he sees maybe I didnt do it right. He's only saying that because he doesnt want to hurt my feelings. My mind was running a mile a minute yet it didnt change the fact that I still trusted him with my body to begin with and being so caught in my mindset of insecurities I almost forgot that regardless to what your body is a temple and should be treated as such. It is meant to be cherished and loved. When touched it is to be done witth love and sensitivity; such a delicate touch should be made unless otherwise allowed to bring pleasure in another form. 💫My insecurities are just a mindset given to me by societies standards and if no one else reminds me of that I must remind myself that I am gorgeous 💖 in everyway possible and I am to be treated as such💖.
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Tears and Sorrows💙
Sonstiges?THE TITLE SAYS IT ALL? ....... -WARNING THIS BOOK MAY COME OFF AS DEPRESSING SO I ADVISE ANY PERSON WITH SITUATIONS OF THAT SORT NOT TO READ ALSO THIS BOOK IS MY FIRST I AM AN AMATEUR IVE NEVER WRITTEN A BOOK BEFORE SO THIS BOOK MAY BE COMPLETELY T...
