I love my family dont get me wrong but what to do when it comes down to knowing when I'm doing something right or wrong idk, because whether I'm right or wrong I'm always in the wrong o e way or another. When I need clarification as to why I would be snapped at in the first place for asking a question is something I still dont understand, but when I wait for an answer and end up getting nagged at it's best to leave it so I do but yet and still I'm worried about my baby. He was outside on his own and I dont want a repeat to happen like with Artemis. Everyone is okay with it but me and I dont get it. If the baby belongs too me why am I not allowed to choose if I want him outside? It a legit question but as usual asking that would only get me in trouble. Wondering who let him out in the first place and getting no response I go to the boss man and ask and get ignored and sarcastically asked questions as too why I dont do something that I just did. I kills me that I get chastised after doing exactly what I was asked to do with no problem. I just gets so irritating to have someone in my face telling, nagging and snapping and me even when I'm trying to talk to them about something different the change in topic just to get on my case is just a mood killer and makes me want to shut down and isolate myself. I try so hard to just relax and chill, just overall stay out of trouble and what happens I get in trouble, because I give attitude when I'm frustrated and dont have answers to the questions I'm asking when ik the person could possibly answer them. I say that he shouldn't be outside and ask who put him outside. No answer. I say that if something happens to him it's on you ,because I never put him outside because it scares me. Gets mad and says what I said is disrespectful. I finally got a response ,but guess what ... I'm in trouble now ,because when I point out that for whatever reason my baby is outside he can get hurt bc no one is watching him anymore and he shouldn't have been out there in the first place. But it's not my choice to make as to whether or not he can be outside. It's also not my place to ask questions because I'm not entitled to ask anything, say anything or do anything that isn't cleaning school and maybe just maybe outings with friends the very little ones I do have.
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Tears and Sorrows💙
De Todo?THE TITLE SAYS IT ALL? ....... -WARNING THIS BOOK MAY COME OFF AS DEPRESSING SO I ADVISE ANY PERSON WITH SITUATIONS OF THAT SORT NOT TO READ ALSO THIS BOOK IS MY FIRST I AM AN AMATEUR IVE NEVER WRITTEN A BOOK BEFORE SO THIS BOOK MAY BE COMPLETELY T...
