Heart shaped kisses

Another vent lmao sorry im sad

Sorry this isn't a chapter, I've been meaning to post one but I just feel like my draft isn't right so like idk

But we've hit 40k :) thank you guys, ik I always thank you and I'm prolly annoying asf but I'm super thankful for how supportive you all are

I kinda am posting since I need to vent a bit, I know this isn't the appropriate place but I kinda feel like people take me more serious here.

So schools started, everybody is stressed I'm sure

But uh, my relationship, the one that kept me the happiest just ended

I'm kinda upset

Like really kinda upset

Mostly because I saw a future with him

And for me that's a big deal since it took me years to open up to him about everything and feel safe around him

And that all was just crushed

Now we're back to square one

I feel like it's going to take me a really long time to open up to someone like I did with him

It's been like a few weeks since the breakup and it's getting a bit too much for me

I should've posted sooner but like eh

But on a happy note, I did meet a new friend

I really like him

He treats me the way I should be treated (like a mf queen)

And he isn't manipulative or passive aggressive at all (cough cough ex)

And he really likes me too

But it might take me a long time to finally accept that i deserve someone

I know somewhere deep down that I deserve happiness but like, I don't feel like I do at the same time ?

But like me liking someone is probably me just trying to make myself feel better

Anyway, thank you for listening, I know most people would just scroll past or ignore this but thank you to whoever actually read through

P.s. the picture above is recent, I don't want to post it on my ig so like y'all can have it

As always, I love you all

-Lainey