HermitCraft - Fusions

I'd be impressed if you haven't already read this from my other HC books

Its over

I'm sorry...
I haven't been answering tags lately...

I'm not sure how to explain...

We can start either by the day I was born, or the day I started this book, or the day that started my current issue with this book...

Let's go with option 3... Whiich is still gonna be the day I created this book...

I started this book not because I was a huge fan of HC...
But because I wanted to make my stories reach the reader's hearts and have them smile.

For a while, it worked.
I was really happy about it, about who I was...
I was happy about everything...

And then poweraph created a similar book. This had me worried... There were thoughts spiraling here and there:

"Is this my future rival?"
"Does she or he make stories better than mine?"
"Will this book cause me to share my views"

If you didn't know, back then... I was more into the reads. Without you, I don't get the reactions.

But then I noticed that Ninja's stories were great! And though different, I had an addiction.

I liked the idea of having two ask/dare books..
BUT THEN MORE WAS CREATED AND THEY ALL LACKED PARAGRAPHS!

DUDE, I LOVE YOU BUT PLEASE ADD PARAGRAPHS! IF UR GONNA MAKE VIEWS, U NEED PARAGRAPHS.  IM TRYNA HELP U.

*Inhales* anyways. *exhales*

Later on, my skills developed, and my jokes were no longer that common, all you'd be seeing were a few broken walls here and there... And it got a lot more stupid...

Then I had a friend help me write a fusions chapter, but they added a ship, and I'm struggling to bend my plot around it, which makes a BIG impact against my motivation...

And that impact against my motivation caused asks and dares to pile up... I've got like... Over 15 now...

And that ALSO impacts against my motivation.

So I took a break. That BREAK WAS SUPPOSED TO BE FOR 10 WEEKS BUT SOME PEOPLE DONT LIKE TO CATE SOMETIMES AND THEY CAUSE ISSUES ON DISCORD AND START CAUSING DRAMA AND BLAMING MOST OF IT ON ME WHEN IN REALITY, IVE BEEN TRYING TO LIVE A LIFE BUT THESE CERTAIN PEOPLE KEEP BOTHERING ME. AND THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN IM BRING CALLED A "CLOWN" OR "BI**" AND I'VE BEEN TRYING TO DEAL WITH IT SO CALMY! I EVEN ASKED THE PEOPLE I TRUST TO HELP ME BUT IM ALWAYS ALONE. THEY KNPW WHO THEY ARE AND ILL HAVE THEM KNOW THAT I DONT CAUSE DRAMA, AND I NEVER TEND TO! AND IT'S YOUR FAULT I LEFT EVERYTHING!!!  YOU DONT THINK ABOUT THE STUFF I WORRY ABOUT IN REAL LIFE, YOU DONT THINK ABOUT ANYONE, YOUR CARLESS, RUDE, UNTRUSTWORTHY. AND I CANT BELEIVE NOBODY ELSE TOOK ACTION.

*ahem* that was months ago...
I promise, I would never hate on anyone, unless they treat my friends without respect.

I've been so worked up on family issues and trying to build up my motivation. That I decided to "get out of my break early" even though I wasn't writing anyways.

I tried writing stuff. But it wasn't good.

My mind was focused on other issues.

LIKE THAT ONE IRL FRIEND THAT WENT THROUGH MY PERSONAL STUFF AND PURPOSELY RUINED EVERYTHING I EVER WORKED FOR. ALL MY PERSONAL JEWELRY, ALL MY  GIFTS AND DRAWINGS FROM OLD FRIENDS.

I just never knew someone could hate me that much...

And then Speck introduced me to the trio... And they reminded me of 'MC TC' but like... A new generation...

I got addicted REAL QUICK...

And they made me happy, and that basically destroyed my motivation for writing.

And that's why I haven't written ever since...

The end :D

Im actually lying here, I've still got chapter 16's draft if you wanna see it?