so uh, i'm back bitches
and uh
it was e v e n t f u l
I spent the first half-hour like "wtf am i doing here lol, i should've stayed home" but then three of my friends were talking to me and my crush, trying to convince us to dance together
we didn't
eventually, i just started talking to him on my own, and then we really hit it off for the next hour (lord forgive me) so skskskksks-
and then i eventually started dancing and my crush was just...
standing there-
But i kept dancing cause fuck it, that shit was fun
Anyway, the party ended quicker than expected and i walked with my crush and my friend Nik (i've mentioned him on my MB before) and i was between them. I really REALLY wanted to tell my crush how i felt, but i just let him walk away.
I forgot to mention that i met this guy named Eric (omg lmao) and he likes BNHA like me, so we fuckin hit it off. He caught up to me after the party and i started crying outta nowhere and told him how i felt, and what happened. He calmed me down before my mom came to pick me up (i'm scared-) and that was it.
I spent (almost) the best night of my life with my crush and didn't even tell him how i felt
I didn't even properly dance with him...