Since I'm young, I'm in a very confusing state in my life, trying to figure out who I am and what I love. But today, I have reached a middle ground.
I've always been afraid of being trans for some reason, since I like my body sometimes, yet I also want to be a male. But someone helped me realize a different option.
From today until the day I decide who I am, I shall identify as genderfluid. I may feel like any gender at any moment, and I want you to call me by the proper pronouns during certain times. Sometimes I feel like a woman, but other times, I want to be a man. If you don't know what to refer to me, use gender neutral pronouns, like they/them.
While identifying as female, call me Nix/Nikki (especially since I was born female). But when I feel masculine, call me Joseph, or Jojo. If I ever become a man, he is the type of guy I'd want to be. I look up to him, and feel a connection to the character, so please respect that, as I know people who are like that as well.
As for my sexuality, I still consider myself bisexual. Please understand that I may prefer one gender over the other, and that interest may shift at any given moment. Right now, at the moment I am writing this chapter, I prefer males, and I feel like a male, so I might be considered gay. I'm new to this, please don't judge me, haha.
But still, please respect me and my decision, since I would do the same for any of you.
Love you all
- Jojo
