Angel'sDevil's

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Dontae

3 years and 2 months later.
You out here trying to embarrass me huh?
Fuck y'all looking at huh? mind y'all damn business.

Shaking my head but not saying nothing.
We were out eating with his friends and some guy gave me a compliment.
Me smiling and thanking him was too much for Donates liking so now here we were.
You want me to slap.the shit out of you in front of all these people. His jaw clenched as he gripped my arm.
Me being me and used to the same old shit I was nonchalant to his shenanigans.
Sipping on my drink I sat quietly just ready for the night to be over.
I need to go to the restroom.
Don't get your ass in more trouble then what the fuck your already in.
Rolling my eyes bard I snatched out of his hold,Grabbing.my purse I made my way to the lady's room.
Going in looking in the mirror I sighed hard it wasn't many people in here but enough.
I wanted to go home to my father but I couldn't this nigga found me every time I tried to run so I sucked it up. Praying to God every night that he would make a way for me.
Girl, y'all saw Dontae fine ass? I will snatch his ass all the way up to baby.
Yess chile he is fine as fuck baby. Take his ass
Trust and believe he is my baby.
Smirking to myself. Opening my purse taking out my pill bottle popping the two pills in my mouth.

I fixed myself before speaking. I heard he has a girl but he's a bitch ass nigga. She would be very glad if you took him off her hands. Here's his number I'm your cupid tonight. Sliding her his number.
Who are you to him ?
Just a friend you ladies have a nice night.

She could have him I was tired of this I couldn't run i masked away all the hurt and pain I have been going through for the last several years. Eighty-four black eyes twelve broken ribs six broken arms two fractured noses and a lot of sprung ankles and broken bones. I'm tired I have tried it all but I was stuck.
If only I would have listened.
Making my way back to the front Dontae wasn't there. All his friends were occupied with females them Dontae came sitting down followed by a girl who came and sat on his lap, they were kissing and rubbing on each other.
To say I was hurt the least getting up I walked to the car.
Going in my purse taking my keys out I climbed in the back seat.
I sat there Just thinking here I was 20 years old being beaten by a man who claimed he loved me. When  I left my father's house I knew I was making the wrong decision. Back then I thought it was the right decision due to him just losing his mother he wanted a new start but that was his guilt trip. "Angel if you give up on me you would be like everyone else in this world, abandoning me and hurting me. I need you, baby, you all I have left don't hurt me like the rest. I  need you I'm in love with you he said. And there he had me stuck trying to be his support system and ride or die. But had I known I was riding to die I would have never been ready to ride.
You know what's crazy me and Dontae never have sex.  I am still a virgin. So I wanted to know why was he so possessed to use and abuse me.

Hearing the door open he climbed in the car starting the car.
Playing sleep, the passenger door closed, peeking my eye open he had the same girl who sat on his lap in here with us which was new to me. 

Although he was a woman beater he still showed respect in some way in the public he never smiled in bitches face at least when I wasn't around. He never let them disrespect me either so this right here was something new and had me sitting on the edge of my seat.