What Aston Merrygold Did..

part 35

-ASTONS POV-

I sat on the end of my bed, cuddling talia with all my strength. I'm sure she was finding it hard to breathe but i just missed her touch so much and she wasn't complaining. I wanted to find out what was wrong with her so bad. Something had really upset my girl and she was scared to tell me. She hadn't been herself but i promise that as soon as she tells me whats wrong, i'll make everything better for her. "Baby?" I ask her. She lifted her head from my chest and looked staight into my eyes. She took a deep breath. This was it.

-NORMAL POV-

telling Aston was definitely a lot harder than i thought it was going to be. But i knew it was the right thing to do. I couldn't keep it all to myself. I wasn't that strong. This was a big deal and to think that monster is still out there and could be doing it to other people makes my stomach turn. Telling aston will make everything better, i know he will support me. I think of ways of how to tell him and then finally decide. i breathed in and prepare my mind for the first sentence.

"Baby?" Aston asked. i breathed in and begun.

"I dont want you to hate me for doing this to you, or for you to think any different of me. I didn't want this to happen, and i had no idea. But.."I said quickly as Astons eyes grew wide. Before he could ask questions i continued which he respectfully understood.

"The day i had the meeting, when we were meant to meet up for lunch. I didnt expect anything like this ok? I have to make that clear. I went in my office and no one was there, it was weird because normally its packed, i thought i made a mistake with the dates but i decided to check my office anyway. Well when i got there, i took off my coat and loaded up my computer. When i started working on some emails, someone entered my office. I thought it was my boss so i said hello without looking up. They responded, but i can't remember what they said. They were wearing all black and a hood covering their face. He touched me in places i didn't want him to. He was so rough Aston, not like you. He was dirty and disgusting. I begged him to get off me, but he didnt. I screamed for help, I screamed for you but no one came. After a few hours, he left. I was left alone, undressed, sore and dirty. I had to pick myself up, and drive home . I just wanted to be clean again, be me again. But no matter how many times i washed, i was still dirty. I hated myself. But i thought after a couple of days, i would be fine. I was wrong though. I told myself that because i hated myself, that you hated me. Everyone hated me. I deserved what had happened. That's why i pushed you and everyone else away. I'm so sorry".

It was at this part that i broke down into tears, it was of relief. I finally lifted this burden off my chest and i could breath again. I knew that things were going to get better from now on. I searched Astons face for a reaction. He stared at me, thinking of what to say possiblly but there wasn't much.

-ASTONS POV-

i can't believe what she just said. That had actually happened to my baby and i let it happen. She called for me to help her and i didn't. I let her down. She thought that i hated her. I was so confused and emotional right now i wasn't aware that she was looking at me. I thought about what to say, the right thing to say. I promised her i would make things better when she told me but i never expected it to be this. What could i say to someone that hurt? What words would make everything ok?