What Aston Merrygold Did..

part 44

-Astons POV-
what the hell? why did she just flip like that? I thought we were ok at least? I told her I didn't mean to cheat! I just felt so abandon and thought she didn't love me anymore. At the time I didn't even think it was cheating because I basically felt single. I know that's no excuse and I sound like a real jerk right now but it's true. Back then I didn't know that she was raped. I wouldn't of even thought of doing that to her. All honestly she means the world to me. To know that she still loves me, well I think she does if I haven't messed this up.

As I sat down and waited for Talia to come back home, it soon hit me that if I knew Talia at all she was definitely going to take her time and make the waiting get to my head. just like the time she flew to whole different country to get back at me. Honestly I didn't mean for this to happen. I thought of all the pain I have caused her and maybe I should just let her be happy. I've hurt her so many times and it's slowly breaking her. I didn't even know she was raped. I only thought about myself and that led to me cheating. what type of man am I? I don't deserve Talia. she deserves someone who will look after her and treat her like a princess. What's happened to me? I used to love the ground she walked on, never dreamt of hurting her but now I seem to do just that. Im gonna leave her, let her have a happy life finally.

-Talia POV-
I went to the shops and picked up a few things that we needed as well as cupboard things. I took my time walking through the shop, it was relaxing in a way. I realised that it was getting late and I was not going to go the long way home again. I decided that I would just put the stuff away when I got home and go to bed. ignore aston instead of me forcing myself out here in the cold. So I went home and did exactly that, not caring whatever Aston was doing. Surprisingly he was rather quiet and left me alone for the night. That was a first but annoyingly I wanted him to come up and apologise, I wanted him to be sorry and give me a hug but I suppose he's trying new things. I drifted off to sleep annoyed.
I woke up alone with Astons side of the bed untouched. I checked the time and it was 12pm! I doubled checked it, how could it be 12pm? I never get up this late, Aston normally wakes me up or I have something to do. This was so weird. I got up and in the shower. After I chose my outfit and put it on. A cute skater dress with my hair pinned back. I wanted to make an effort today even though I wasn't doing anything. I checked my phone for the first time in ages and there was a few message from the girls asking if we could meet up. Of course I said yes and we could go for lunch at nandos. I did my make up, grabbed things to put in my bag and left the house with out a word to Aston. No way was I going to buy him Nandos. In all honesty I have forgiven him, I knew he didn't mean it but yesterday I just flipped. he has to understand that it's going to take time to get over it and he definitely isn't going to get any action for me anytime soon but I was partly to blame. After my nandos date with the girls I will go home and talk to him, this ignoring each other game is getting boring and he is definitely getting a lot better at it.