What Aston Merrygold Did..

Part43

-NORMAL POV-
I listened to every word Aston said. Carefully, over and over again however they just didn't seem to process in my head. I didn't know how to feel, I'm shocked at myself for not bursting out crying or becoming uncontrollably angry. Maybe it was because of the situation. I did push him away, he knows how wrong it was, you can see how desperate he is in his eyes. But if I just forgave him, would he do it again? Right now, I tried focusing on a reply to Aston. It was extremely hard, what do you say to someone who's cheated on you but you have no emotion about it? Does the mean I don't love him? Surely I should have a reaction. I did want to ask him a question though.
"D-do you love me?" I stuttered.
"Of course I do, more than you'll ever know" Aston very quickly replied. The speed of his answer gave me no doubt that he did love me. He knew 100% that what he did was wrong, you could see the guilt dripping off of him.
"I believe you" I whispered
"You do?" Aston asked confused
"Aston, you can see the guilt dripping off your face, the way you explained to me what happened, shows how much you regret it, well at least I hope you do. But it's going to be weird I guess, you did cheat" I explained to Aston.
"I understand babe, I do regret it! I was so worried to tell you. so we're still together? You don't hate me?" Aston asked
"I don't hate you Aston, no matter what you do, I could never hate you" I stated. Suddenly a wave of mixed emotions came over me. I guess it had only just hit me. My boyfriend cheated on me. This is the reaction I was waiting for. I had to get away from this house, take a small walk.
"You have no idea how much that means to me" I heard Aston in the back of my head, right now listening to him wasn't a priority.
"yeah, don't worry. Listen I'm going to go shops, get some sweets or something." I said
"You don't eat sweets though?" Aston questioned
"Well now I do, the same way you said you'd never cheat" I shot back at him. He was taken aback from my comment. I got up and grabbed my coat while going downstairs to put my shoes on. Aston still sat in shock. I grabbed my bag and walked out the door. Headed for the shops, the long way around.

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