What Aston Merrygold Did..

Part 46

-Astons POV-
I left JJ's house and told him I'd be back shortly if it was ok with him, of course he said yes. So I walked to our house which took a little over ten minutes. I walked through the front door not bothering to take off my shoes, knowing that I would be leaving soon. I saw Talia sitting in the front room. I took a big breathe and breathed out. This was going to be hard but it has to be done. I couldn't keep doing this to her, it wasn't fair on her and I really didn't deserve her.

"Hey" I spoke softly. She turned around to look at me, grinning with her big brown eyes staring right into mine. Her smile soon faded as if she already knew. "What's wrong Ast?" Her voice filled the empty room. Instead of answering I just sat down next to her and took in the tension. I took her hand and held it in mine while I let a few tears roll. This was the last time, we'd be doing this. "Astons what's wrong? your worrying me." Talia said wiping away my tears.
"I don't want you to hate me anymore after this, I know you already do. I know what i have done is wrong. Not just this one thing either. Im constantly making you cry, hurting you, I just don't deserve you Talia. I don't want to do this to you anymore. You deserve someone a lot better than me and I think it's better if "us" ends. I love you, but I can't stop myself from hurting you, I can't promise that I won't hurt you again, because it's probably not true. We hurt each other and it's just not good for either of us. me and you both know this. Im so sorry Talia. I didn't want this to happen but it has to." I let the tears stroll down my face and looked away from Talia. I didn't want to see her facial expression. This was going to kill us both but im going to try and be strong. I stopped the tears, took a deep breath and went upstairs before Talia could say anything. I started packing a small bag. After this had blown over, I'll come back and get the rest of my things or send someone to get them.

-NORMAL POV-
I watched Aston go upstairs and tried to piece together what he just said. Have we just broken up? What even happened? I didn't even hear Aston come downstairs into the living room until he spoke. "I'll be back later to collect some more of my stuff, bye" He said slowly trying not to let his voice break. I just sat there confused not knowing what's going on. I'm sure he took offense that I didnt react or get emotional but it wasn't anything personal, i just didn't understand. I didn't even have a chance to ask him any questions because he was gone.

Then it hit me. He was gone.