What Aston Merrygold Did..

Part 42

-ASTONS POV-

The longer I left it, the more nervous I became. Especially now with Marvin on my case I had to tell her and soon. The next time we were alone I was going to tell her. We were dishing up dinner and Marv and Danielle went into the living room. I tried to tell her, but she just brushed it off when Danielle called her for the ketchup. The sentence wouldn't form in my head, let alone roll off the tip of my tongue. When she walked into the living room, I felt so stupid. What if we couldn't handle this? I followed her shortly after and Marvin gave us both daggers. Talia ovbiously caught on, well done Marv. We all sat and watched I'm A Celebrity while Danielle had no idea to the glances everyone else was sharing.

At 10pm, Danielle and Marv decided to go home. Talia and Danielle hugged for ages and Marv gave me a man hug while telling me sternly to tell Talia tonight otherwise he would have to tell her. I'm pretty sure there was whispering between Talia and Danielle but I was in too deep of thought to take any notice. Once they left, Talia walked into the kitchen and started washing up while I locked up. I knew I had to do it now. I strolled slowly into kitchen but to my surprise Talia wasn't there. "Talia?" I called out. There was no answer. I went into our bedroom and found her getting ready for bed. She seemed quiet and uncomfortable. Does she already know? "Why didn't you answer?" "Hm?" she mumbled. "I called you and you didn't answer" I simply said. "Oh I didn't hear you" "Don't lie, you did hear, what's wrong?" I asked. "I heard you on the moniter, talking to Marv. Then in the kitchen, you needed to talk to me. I'm worried sick. What do you need to say?" Talia said as her eyes filled with tears.

-NORMAL POV-

"I heard you on the moniter, talking to Marv. Then in the kitchen, you needed to talk to me. I'm worried sick. What do you need to say?" I said as my eyes began to water. This could only be bad news. I had a gut feeling. "Ok, lets sit down. But I want you to know, that I love you A LOT" Aston emphaised as he walked me to the bed.

-ASTONS POV-

I sat down on the bed and closed my eyes, took a deep breathe and began. "Before I start, I just want to say how much I love you, and I can't believe how stupid I've been but I hope you can hear me out" I swallowed hard to get rid of the nervousness in my voice.

"When you were raped, before I knew. You avoided me a lot and I thought your didn't love me anymore. I thought you got bored because our relationship hadn't gone anywhere for a while. So I went to the Pandora shop to buy you an engagement ring. It was so hard to pick one out, I didn't even know your ring size. I guess the confused look on my face gave it away and a advisor came up to help me. She was extremely flirty but I just ignored it and put it down to overly friendly. She helped me so much, I gave her a more than generous tip if I say so myself. But I wasn't happy with any of the rings at the moment so I left the store ringless. I came back home and you were still ignoring me, I tried so hard to communicate with you but it was so hard when you kept pushing me away. Later that night, the boys invited me on a night out, I asked you if you wanted to go but you just shook your head and told me to go anyway. So i went. When we got there, the same girl from the Pandora shop was there. She bought me drinks even though I refused and to pay her back, I bought her some. She stayed with me the whole night. But I didn't make try anything on with her. At 2AM I was completely out of it. I couldn't even open my eyes, let alone walk in a straight line. The girl, I don't even remember her name, kissed me. Pratically dragged me out the club, into a taxi. She took advantage of my drunken state. I'm not blaming it all on her because it takes two to tango and under the influence of drink, I still knew what I was doing was wrong in my heart and I didn't stop myself. The whole time I just thought of you pushing me away, my brain screaming that you didn't love me anymore. The taxi dropped her home. She offered me in but I stopped myself. Then I came here myself. I didn't even deserve to sleep in the same bed as you, so I slept on the sofa. A few days after, I felt guilty and my whole personality changed, but you didn't even notice. The boys did so I had to tell them. They haven't spoke to me since, only Marv and that's because Danielle begged him to come over. But Talia, I'm so sorry. I understand if you never want to talk to me again, I completely understand if you want to break up. Just please forgive me. I couldn't bear it if you hated me" I sighed as I read her facial expression

It was blank, no emotion, no reaction. Just nothing.

HEY GUYS, SOME OF YOU WERE EXPECTING HIM TO CHEAT HAHA CLEVER PRETTY LITTLE FLOWERS!! DID YOU EXPECT IT TO BE LIKE THIS? HOPE YUR ENJOYING IT SO FAR. HOW DO YOU THINK TALIA IS GOING TO REACT? LET ME KNOW IN THE COMMENTS.