Hatred and Desire

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Ariana's POV: After Ryan leaves the room:

I awake with a pain in my pelvis, I rub my pelvis, no bump.... did I have liposuction? Um... I don't think so.... I would never do some thing to myself to change my image, I'm perfect the way I am.... but what?

Then my dad comes into the room, me comes to my side, hugs me, then he orders everybody out of the room, they need a break to go eat lunch, everybody comes over to me, emily comes over and hugs me, Jake comes over and hugs me, Will comes over and hugs me, Emery comes over and hugs me, Mac comes over and hugs me, but Derrick resists on leaving, he says, "Ariana I promised you I wouldn't let him get to you." I chime in and say, "Derrick... We just got word... and it's not good, the Supremes killed Alex. I'm sorry." Derrick just sits there for a moment and throws his coat on the ground and he storms angrily out of the door. My dad looks at me and says, "I'm glad that you and Ryan have started a life together, your mom would have like that, but are you ready? you don't have to consent to Ryan, you have other options....." I looked at him puzzled, and I say, "Like what? I'm not considering it, but like what dad? LIKE WHAT?" He's scaring me, he says, "I think that since all of this happened, I think you need time away from Ryan, and you could just go back to Wes......" I look at my dad, I say, "Why would I go back to a bastard like him again?" Looks down and holds my hand, he takes a deep breathe and says, "You really don't know do you? Did you forget?" I shake my head, and I say, "WHAT HAPPENED DAD?" Tears streaming down my face, I scream at him, "WHAT HAPPENED?!?!?!?" He doesn't take his eyes off of me, he says, "Honey, You were pregnant." I he looks down and I say, "Where is it?" he shakes his head and loks at me again, and said, "You had a miscarriage." I shake my head and I cry even harder and I say, I want to really know, "Is it Ryan's?" He shakes his head, and says, "No, it was Wes's....... You should call him......" and he kisses me on the forehead and leaves, Ryan's mom and dad come into the room, and a nurse is following behind them along with Ryan.

Ryan rushes to my side, I say, "Is it true?" He nods repeatedly fastly, and he buries his head against my side, he grabs my hand, and he's crying, I stroke his hair, I've already cried, it was his turn, he sucks it up and sits on the chair beside of me, and his parents come forth, the nurse just changes Ryan's bag of fluids and mine too, and she walks out.

Ryan's dad says "Hey....... Ariana.... Um...... So, as you know I'm Ryan's dad, and this (He points to Ryan's mom) Ryan's mom... as you can tell.... okay, i'm going to be blant, I'm very nervous to meet you, and my wife too, we are so glad that you're our son's fiance, welcome to the family?" I smile, I shake their hands, and they say, "Well, we'd better get going... we have to get you guys a wedding present... um.. you have alot of planning to do missy! See you then, and by the way, call us Mom and Dad." They hug me and leave.

Then the phone rings, it's the nurse, she says, "There's someone special to see you can I let them in?" I say, "Sure" I ask Ryan to get some rest, I ask him to go into the lobby, he needs to eat, he needs to take a shower too, but I like his smell, he hugs me, and he kisses me, and leaves.

Then the door opens, and it's Wes, I block off Ryan, and I yell at Wes, "I TOLD YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE!" He comes closer, he sits down in the chair and holds my hand, I calm down, and I say, "I swear to god, if you even do anything wrong, I will call the police" he looks at me and he says, "I know you've been through enough, I know I've been the worst in the past, I flew down here when your dad called me to tell you were in the hospital, I care, and I never got to say that I was sorry." I look at him, and he notices my ring, he moves it back and forth with his thumb, and says, "Is there anything that we should talk about?" I look at him, we exchange laughs, and I notice his neck, they way he jerks, he's scratching his neck, I see black tattoos, they.... look like mine.... sternly, and some tears come out of my eyes, he wipes them off, and I take a deep breathe and I say, "Wes to tell you the truth, I was pregnant, and I didn't know and it was your baby." He smiles, and then I say "But." he looks confused, and says, "But what? Where is it? Where's my child?" I look down, and he repeats in an angrier tone, "WHERE'S MY CHILD?" I look down, and I say, "I had a miscarriage." he stops, he looks at me, and he hugs me, I hug him back, and I say, "I-I-I....I had to give birth to our dead baby last night........ I felt alone and I asked myself, where were you? but I remebered I kicked you out of the image and I shouldn't have....." Wes gets up and sits on the bed, and he says, "None of this was your fault, you couldn't have known you were pregnant, and know you weren't able to have children, I'm sorry I wasn't there, and I promise now I will be by your side through this, because I've realized by the time we've spent apart, to know now that I should have never had you leave me, because I've also realized that I love you."

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