Secrets untold

Betrayal

-Jisung's p.o.v-

Another morning "great"
Light shining to my eyes and i remembered it was Monday today.
"So dear me and get prepared for a
Bad,bad day" 

Everyone running around rushing so we won't be late.I felt like bad luck is coming my way."Ok everyone lets eat breakfast and head of"Chan said.I always felt like not eating.There wasn't a time i felt like eating my stomach just doesn't agree with the idea of food.Neither does me i don't even like the idea of what we call  "life".

-After we all ate (except for me)-

"Ok everyone ready?"Woojin said.Everyone nodded and head out the door.While we were walking they were just chatting away on the other hand,me i was quiet like i was mute.Soon we arrived at the entrance of school."C'mon i bet we will have a awesome day"Chan said."pfft" i mum-
Bled.We all have different schedules so we meet at lunch usually.They all hugged eachother saying"be safe!" To eachother.Then here is "me" left alone while no one even noticed.I didin't mind that though i'm always alone i like it that way,smelling fresh cuts on my arm while blood dripping and listening to my groans in pain.

Soon we all head to our lockers to get our things until...i was interrupted by a girl named "Jennie".Jennie was a living devil but she encourages me to die,live in hell advices of what i should do in life including suicide.I always listened to her i don't know
Why.But i always think she us right i don't know why."Hey loser,thought you won't even come to school today or even exist"She laughed evily with her "boyfriend".Her boyfriend is another living devil he was Min Yoongi.A little pain in the ass he was.
"Fuck of Jennie"I said confidently."Bitch you can't talk like that to my girlfriend"Yoongi step up."You can't control me piece of shit"
I whispered in his ear."Your just a attention seeker pretending to have anxiety and be depressed"Jennie said while chuckling."Your a mistake!"They both said.Those words hit me hard making me teary but i believed them."Aww is the little boy gonna cry boohoo"Yoongi's friend said.I ran away from them letting tears come out.

Class was about to start in 5 minutes i went to the boys bathroom crying.Good thing i brought my knife to cut myself to relieve me.I started rolling up my sleeves and hand the knife closer to my skin finally reaches and cut long scars swiftly.Those demons cheering for me when i did that.Soon the bell rang i rolled down my sleeves and hurried to go to class.Me and Seungmin had the same class in the morning.When he saw me he smiled at me and i smiled back forcibly.

                      -After class- 

Class was over and the bell rang.I rushed to the door bumping into some students."sorry" i told them sincerely.I hear them gossiping about me i didin't care at all.I ran to my locker putting back my stuff and grabbing my things for the next subject.

-After class- (bruh im lazy)

It was lunch which was the time i stare at my members eating while chatting.At lunch i do nothing but read."Hey guys how was your day so far?"Woojin asked smiling.They all said "It was great so far"they all nodded staring at me."What?" I asked.
"How was your day Ji?"Chan hyung asked."good"i lied.They just nodded and continue to eat."Why are you not eating Ji?"Hyunjin asked.I already ate earlier"i said not bothered.Jennie and his bf and friends were staring at me communicating with me to come closer."Guys i'm just going to the bathroom"i smiled.They all nodded continuing to do what they were doing.

I was a step away from them.I didin't know why i agreed coming closer to them.I grew fear regretting what i thought was stupid.They dragged me somewhere far from the canteen."Bitch i want you to stay away from those boys"She threatened me pushing me against the lockers.Her bf wasn't close."I can't" i told her."Mother fucker what did  i say bitch"."Jennie you have a boyfriend why would you want me to avoid my friends"i said having a hard time to breath because of her grip."Look you rascal i don't care if i have a boyfriend i want more than one"she yelled in my ear."I want you to kiss me infront of my bf so your friends would hate you"she said."NO"
I yelled."No? Haha bitch you listen here if you don't follow me i will hurt your hot friends."Fuck f-fine"i said.She let go of her grip to me.

"I want that to happen later"Jennie said."Later?!"i was shocked.We walked back to the canteen and started to act.There was the time she kissed me i was the one who was suppose to kiss her but she pretended i did it she slapped me and acted innocent.I pulled back away everyone was shock taking pictures and my members were giving me bad looks like betrayal(ten best anime betrayals 🤣😉)

I couldn't do anything but hold back my tears as my members leave the canteen disgusted.Jennie whispered in my ear ".I ran away and skipped all my classes and went out of school and went to the park.I was crying all my tears out thinking of suicide.I held back saying "don't think that Ji".But i just cried even more.

-Chan's p.o.v-

After school we walked back home without Jisung."I can't believe he did that"Hyunjin said."Yeah i know i feel so betrayed"Changbin said."Guys don't think to fast there could be a reason to why he did that"i said.

We arrived home and i shut the door behind us."What are you talking about that there could be a reason why he did that?"

Oh my god that had 1,010 words in it woah anyways hope you enjoyed ♡♡♡~~~