Secrets untold

Pretending

Pretending another possible word or term for hiding possibly something dark.........mysterious and tragic untold secrets

He'll be fine pretending things were alright even while its ending keep it inside.He can feel them bending all their love is pending so what is he defending?

...............But he'll be fine pretending
                                              

                                                 -pretending
12:00am
-Jisung's pov-

"Hello? Is this Han Jisung?" A female voice asked me. "Yes?" I reply but more of a question. "Oh hello I'm doctor Lee Sue the one from before." I remembered her she was so nice. "Oh yes I remember you ma'am." I say politely.

"The reason I called you is because I wanted to check up on you especially with the...urm...the c-cuts on your arms." I gulped she didin't forget. "Did they heal now? Does your friends know..now? I'm sorry its just I still remember the time you told me to keep it a secret." She asked nervously.

"U-uh they all healed don't worry ma'am I d-don't do it anymore and yes I told my friends they know now." I hate lying to be honest it made me believe so much that I'm a really bad person but everyone has secrets you just don't know who or when to open up to.

"That's great Jisung hopefully your not depressed anymore.Anorexia is tough to go through.You're still so young and there's a lot of thing you haven't done." I smiled.I gained all my trust for her. "And if you needed anyone to talk to.You can always call me okay? Don't try to do things that will get you nowhere.You know exactly what I mean." "Yes thank you so much.You don't know how much you motivated me." It felt good inside.I wasn't used to it.

"You're always welcome buddy.Alright I have to go now.I'll check up on ya every now and then." "Okay bye thanks again." I ended the call.My heart felt warm talking to her she's so kind.I was about to leave my room when my phone started ringing again.  "What? who could this be." I ask myself,I got nervous when I saw the caller id it was my older brother.I accepted the call it kinda took awhile for him to say anything so I talked first.

"Hey bro been a long time since you c-called." I say to my brother on the phone. "I don't care and don't 'bro' me you mistake.Look,I only called you because mom wants to talk to you.She said you haven't been answering her calls and texts." I gulped.Like she would care.I rolled my eyes. "What does she want?" I ask trying to not have an attitude. "I don't know! She wants me to hand the phone to her.Ugh wasting my time." My brother raised his voice.I can hear him talking to our 'mom'.I gag when I mention that name.

"Hello?! Jisung! How dare you not answer my calls and reply to my texts! You fucking brat! I wanted to talk to you because I need you to go to this certain place.There's a guy named 'Vernon' there waiting.He needs to tell you something that I don't know and I won't care to know.Look he gave me money to get your information.Of course I wouldn't care what he would do to you especially if I get paid.So I definitely agreed.I'll send you the location and if you don't fucking go there! I will fly my way to Seoul and beat you my own! You fucking understand me?! You brat better follow me or else you will no longer live a happy life there! Do you get this Han Jisung?!" I start to panic but as my expectation of course she would do something wicked like that.I sigh when I remember that she said 'You brat better follow me or else you will no longer live a happy life there' it also makes me laugh.That's funny to say isn't? "Yes mother.I will go there." Right after I said that,she ended the call.

I didin't get the text yet which is 'the location' that the guy named Vernon is at. What does he want from me.People are ganging up on me to really piss me off.I'm not even going to last any longer can i please have something good in my life happen.Just this once! Please!