Skz×Jisung
A/N:Not a part of the story chapters.
Welcome to Anxiety part 2!
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(Previous part)
That will only happen if I don't calm myself down until my anxiety takes the best of me."Fuck I can't do this bullshit anymore."I whispered.
My boyfriends noticed and started making moves.I saw Chan hyung talking to the staff.The members were also listening.So I thought maybe going there and see what was going on.But I was to late,the 'discussion' ended as soon as I got closer.The staff signed me to follow them,leaving the members with soft smiles on their faces.I was confused."Okay,so you won't be attending the fan meeting but you will appear when you get encouraged to go on stage,but don't worry we won't force you to if you don't want to.And you will go back stage again when they start singing so got that?"The staff assured me."Yeah"I answered."You can go back now to your members.I just nodded and went back to the members.So I guess that's what they were talking about,about me not attending the fan meeting well kinda not.
(Now)
-Jisung's pov-
"Okay Stray Kids freshen yourself up so we can leave this auditorium.There is food on the table in the lobby you can eat it and have your hairstylist do their job." A male staff announced.
We all said yes. "C'mon guys lets eat." Changbin requested.We followed him and stared at all the food on the table.I didin't feel like eating,there was like butterflies in my stomach.I just sat down beside them,watching them eat. "Sung why aren't you eating?" Seungmin asked. "My stomach hurts.I don't think I can eat until the fansign is over." I admit it I hate when I drag my boyfriends to my problems.I become a handful,a burden. "Sung you have to eat at least just a bit.Your not going to go through that alone.We will go through it together.So please eat baby." I hesitated, the feeling of uneasiness in my stomach makes me want to puke."I'm not forcing you Sung I'm just advising you to eat just a bit." My head started to hurt on whether I should follow Seungmin or deny his advice. "Minnie its hard." I told him as I lay my head on his shoulder. "I'm so sorry your feeling this Sungie.I just don't what you to get sick at the fansigns it'll be much worst.Even backstage,I hate seeing my boyfriends unwell." Seungmin reached my chin and pulled my face closer to his face.He placed his lips on mine as I kiss him back. "Stop being all lovey dovey its my turn." Felix demanded with his charming deep voice. Seungmin chuckled as Felix come closer to us and pecks Seungmin's cheek. "Hey our cute little squirrel Oh gosh your cheeks are puffing up! That's adorable!" Felix exclaims.He showers my face in kisses. "Sungie say ah~" Seungmin says as he puts the spoon near my mouth. I opened up and let Seungmin feed me. "There you go!" Felix smiles and sits beside Seungmin.
Then Jeongin and Hyunjin joins and sits beside us. "So this is the maknae line isn't it?" Chan approaches as if he's looking for a table at lunch in school. We all nod coincidently we all synchronized our nod.We giggle making Chan coo. "Aigoo~~ My maknaes are so cuteee~~" He started pecking all of our foreheads."Hyung! That's our meal!" Felix yells at him as he sees Chan snatching the meal from Seungmin's hands.Seungmin who looked dumbfounded,glares at Chan. "Calm down puppy." Chan laughs out. "Hyung~ I was feeding Sungie,he didin't want to eat anything." Seungmin whispered quite concerned tone. "Oh shoot really? Why?" Chan questions. "He's nervous duh." Seungmin answers.I quietly observe their conversation.I fear that it was about me not eating. "Jiji ah~~" Hyunjin opens his mouth as he emphasizes me to do the same.
I opened my mouth.He started taking over the role of Seungmin earlier. "There ya go!" Hyunjin exclaims.I shook my head as a sign that I didin't want anymore. "Just a little more Sungie~" Seungmin said softly. I frowned but soon turned into a pout. "Baby don't pout.You know we can't handle your cuteness." Hyunjin kisses my pouting lips.They all nodded and agreed to Hyunjin's statement.Minho and Changbin soon joins the "feeding me" program. "Jiji want some?" Changbin asks as he passes me his Iced Americano. I shook my head. "Its ok hyungie." I assured him. "Hyungie I want some!" Seungmin and Hyunjin yelled at the same time.We giggle at their adorable behaviour. Changbin gave the two said boys a peck on the cheek and then let them both have a sip.
We finished eating and for a while I got relaxed and completely forgot about the fansign.Just when I remembered I started sweating when we were about to board the van. "Sungie come here baby,your sweating all over yourself.Don't panic darling you'll be fine we'll make sure of it." Chan pulled me beside him as he hugged me.Hyunjin,Minho and Felix was beside us so I was in between the four of them.Minho pets my hair and whispers "If any of the stays say a word about you I will teach you how to dodge those toxic words and let Felix Karate kick them out of the fansign." Minho made me smile,he interlocked our hands as Chan did the same to my other one.
I started noticing my boyfriends falling asleep and some already asleep.I,myself started getting drowsy too.Chan was the only one awake at the moment. I yawned as Chan lays my head on his shoulder and whispers "Go to sleep Sungshine you're sleepy I can tell, and don't worry we're only half way there." I followed and believed him as I allow him to lay my head on his shoulder. I can feel him kissing my hair and because of that,it made me sleepier. I close my eyes and fall asleep.
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