October 17,2020
I woke up weirdly today.My body felt so weak and I could barely stand up.I tried sitting up but my head was aching to much to bare.It was so cold but the air conditioner was off.
I didin't know whether if I'm sick or starving,could be both.
I heard my door open and saw Chan with Felix,Hyunjin and Minho.They all look happy and excited.So I tried looking happy.I gave them a big weak smile."Ji we have practice hurry and get ready"Chan said while leaving my room with Minho.Felix and Hyunjin stayed in my room sitting on my bed."Y-yes?"I asked weakly."Sungie you're mom called us!"Hyunjin said excitedly with big bright smiles.Little do they know that my parents are abusive.I tried giving them happy smiles.But I know that Hyunjin is a great detective when it comes to seeing fake or real smiles."Eh What's wrong?"Hyunjin asked of course."Aren't you happy?"Felix implied.I couldn't reply because my head was aching to much and my body is shivering."Well your mom told us that she wanted to meet you at the cafe near the park."Hyunjin said before I could've said anything yet.After Hyunjin left my room Felix suddenly asked."Hey Ji,you don't look ok."I was sorta panicked when he asked that."I'm fine Felix"I said with a reassuring smile."Ok then"he said and ruffled my hair."Love ya"He said before he closed my door.That made my heart warm and I never usually feel that moment anymore.I tried my best to change clothes without feeling like fainting.My body felt so weak and heavy.As i was rummaging through my closet I remembered that Hyunjin didin't tell me what time I should go to the cafe.After practice? Or before practice?
I'm assuming after practice.
I was finally done with my struggle putting my clothes on.I went outside my room feeling dazed.We all went to the practice room together.After a few chit chats we decided to start practicing.I went to my position and so did everyone else did.Jeongin made a mistake so we had to restart practice again.After so many tries my body gave up.Everything went black.I was still conscious because i could hear their panicking voices.
I woke up not in my bed.As soon as I opened my eyes I saw Chan hyung sitting beside me."Guys! He's awake"Chan said as the members rush to me."Sungie hyung!"The maknae said while hugging me tight."Hyungie! you're burning hot!"Jeongin said with a exclaimed face.
"Oh yeah Innie is right"Chan hyung said sadly."I'm so relieved that your fine Sungie"Hyunjin mumbled hugging me tightly.Everyone else nodded and gave me a comforting hug."No practice for you and more hugs and hot soup for you."Chan said with a reassuring smile. "I-i'm f-fine
g-guys"I tried saying clear enough to understand but i stuttered and coughed to much.They just caressed my back."We are going to take care of you until your better than ok."
A few hours later.....(It was midnight)
-Jisung's pov-
I suddenly woke up with a unstoppable urge of puking.I tried gaining the strength only left in my body and ran to the bathroom.I started getting sick while my head is like being hammered.I didin't want to wake the members up just because of me.Very needy,attention seeker and a narcissistic person.I quietly tried to flush the toilet and was successful.I went back to my room as i was shivering from the breeze of air from the open window.I quickly shut it but quietly.I went back to my bed under my sheets.It felt like my fever didin't go down.Just after a few minutes i already fell asleep.
-Next morning-
I woke up with a massive headache.I suppose i'm still sick.I heard footsteps coming closer to me.It was Chan hyung."Hm you're still sick that's never good"Chan said putting a hand on my forehead."You are burning up like Satan visited."He said trying to make me smile which it did,but weakly."I don't want to leave you here alone sick while we are at the concert."Chan said with a disappointing face."H-hyung I-i have t-to go to the c-concert."I said begging."No Sungie you might collapse and I don't want that to happen,none of us like it when your hurt."Chan said very promising."P-pls hyung"I asked trying to look convincing.He just shook his head.
After he left my room.Felix came in."Are you feeling better?"Felix asked with a comforting tone.I just shook my head as a reply."Awww poor Sungie"He caressed my back and laid down beside me cuddling me."I really hope you get better so we can all hangout."Felix mumbled hugging me tightly."Felix don't get t-to c-close or y-you will get s-sick."I said pushing him away but not forcibly."I don't care Sungie"He smiled and pecked my hair(Don't take it to seriously its a sign of brotherhood ok?)
A few hours later
My members already left for the concert.So I was left alone in the dorms.I tried convincing the staff to let me go to the concert.But of course they wouldn't let me.
I waited for hours and hours for them
I wondered why they took so long to come home in time.
I suddenly got a call from someone unknown.I answered it."Hello?" I asked hoping for a familiar response but got something unexpected instead."Y0u L1ttl3 b1tch th1nk y0u c9n st0p m3 1'm c0m1ng f0r y0u hAhaHahah"
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