Love And Abandonment

it's all pretend anyways

Yesterday went by rather quickly, most of my time was spent running around with Colson, we never did get Pete like he promised, but I had fun. Colson and I hung out again today since pete never returned after our awkward exchange, but then he had to leave to get his daughter. even though Colson told me pete likes me, he hasn't bothered talking to me. After I finished up what I was doing in my dressing room, I decided to talk to Lauren about my next musical appearance on the show, when I reach his office, an angry pete opens the door, glancing at me before walking off. With two nocks, an almost as angry Lauren screams for me to enter.

"I could just come back, I'm sorry for interrupting."

"Ohhh Bec, no hun you're fine, Pete's just got me a little worked up" he says calmed just a little.

"Oh well I was just wondering when I'd be doing another musical appearance on the show?" I ask timidly.

"Uhm well, you're all booked up with skits for the next couple of weeks, but hopefully once we've filmed them, we can get you set up for a performance then."

"Oh okay, that sounds great." And with that I wave my goodbyes to Lauren, and begin my walk down the halls, and outside. FUCK! pete parked my car at heros last night, and he took my keys, how am I supposed to go home? Just then a hand grabs my shoulder.

"looking for these?"

I turn to see pete standing there still looking angry, holding my keys.

"Yes actually" I say attempting to grab them, but failing.

"So you and hero? What's that like?"

"It's none of your business pete"

"Oh? So what? You're just fucking with everyone now? You kiss me one minute, and the next you're letting pony boy suck on your neck?"

" Don't speak to me like that, you're the one who kissed me, and completely shut down after. What does that make you? A coward  for running, that's what it makes you. You expect me to sit idly by while you confuse the fuck out of me, and entrap my every thought? I'm over it! you're clueless davidson, you really are so, why don't you just leave me the fuck alone because I'm not gonna fall into a pattern with you" I shout grabbing my keys from his hand, and turning to walk away, being stopped by him grabbing my wrist.

"Bec wait..."

"It's to late pete, I'm with hero, except it." I say not letting him know the Truth about us, I don't really know why I'm telling him we're together, but hero and I sleeping together seems to make him upset, and after what he just said, he deserved it.

"I was just gonna tell you that your cars still at heros house" he says smirking and walking away

Irritation evident on my face I walk out the front door, right as I near the corner, I see hero pulling up beside me, he rolls down his window and throws a straw at me.

"Are you serious right now? So what, this is what it's gonna be now? Because at this point,  I don't even want this job if it means working with you two assholes.

" relax!" He says laughing " I was just seeing if you needed a ride back to your car, you know since it's parked in front of my house" he says calmly like he didn't act like an arrogant douche, but I need a ride to my car so I'll suck it up.

"Uhm yeah, thanks hero" I say getting in and smiling with confusion evident on my face, and just like that we drive off. I'm unsure why I'm with this kid right now because just a few minutes ago I couldn't stand him, I don't know where we're going, I let him take me to some sort of shop, even though he said he was taking me to my car. He says they have the "BEST BISCUITS" so he made me drive for nearly an hour there in his passenger seat, while he tried to find this place.