A/N (rant)

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ik ive been gone for a long ass time and the last thing people would want is a rant but this is important.....if u dont wanna read this thats perfectly fine. the chapter befpre this shouldve explained why ive been dead for so long.

ANYWAYS

so lately i havent been very up to date with kpop like ive kinda been just there in the background but even so i still follow a bunch of kpop fan accounts specifically STRAY KIDS FAN ACCOUNTS

chan recently did a live and he was sad during it im not 100% sure why he was sad i think it has something to do with sulli's passing. also im really sorry about what happened to sulli and i hope those people who gave her such a hard time sees what they have done and understand the consequences of their actions.

however even after sulli's passing people r still sending hate to idols and death wishes to idols.

specifically chan. i personally couldnt watch the live because he went live at 6am for me but over the course of idk 2 days (?) posts and comments have been popping up on the feed.

first of all i just wanna say that whoever tf r sending such horrible messages can just leave like cancel urself from this situation rn or ill cancel u.

second of all WHAT GIVES U THE RIGHTS TO TELL SOMEONE NOT TO BE SAD OR THAT THEY SHOULD KILL THEMSELVES?? it might seem like a goddamn joke to u but in reality that shit cuts deep ok? those "jokes" you make can and will tear that person apart. it might not show but it fucking does. SO HOW ABOUT INSTEAD OF BEING A LITTLE PRICK YOU GROW TF UP AND LEARN HOW TO KEEP UR MOUTH SHUT?? cause maybe then less people will be dying, less people will want to die, less people will feel numb insides.

it honestly shocks me that even though we're in 2019 and literally 2 MONTHS (or so) away from 2020 people r still telling others to go kill themselves as if we havent seen the outcome of those comments. please just FUCK OFF LEAVE CHAN ALONE LIKE PLEASE FOR FUCKS SAKE. FUCK

and ik yall finna be like "oh its only because its chan whos getting hate, its cause hes the leader of ur ult group" first of all fuck off this has nothing to do with it being about chan like yes im pissed about it but im talking about the topic as an overall thing and second of all dont fucking give me that bs cause i havent been active much in the kpop community so i honestly dk shit about what's happening

and if ur wondering the people who're making the comments r exols, blinks and armys and i just wanna say FUCK U FUCK ALL OF U UK IVE BEEN SO FUCKING PROUD TO CALL MYSELF AN ARMY OR AN EXOL (srry i was never a blunk) BUT NOW IM HONESTLY CONSIDERING THROWING ALL THIS BS AWAY

KPOP ISNT A PLATFORM TO HATE ITS A COMMUNITY FOR PEOPLE WHO FUCKING LISTEN TO KOREAN MUSIC AND THATS IT. IF IT WAS ANY OF THE BP OR EXO OR BTS MEMBERS GETTING THIS BS YALL WOULDVE CANCELLED THAG SHIT SO FAST SO WHY?? WHY TF R U CAUSING SOMETHING FOR NO FUCKING REASON??

like im honestly done with everything in kpop im honestly willing to just stop and put everything on hold but ik why i havent done that yet?? BECAUSE IM A FUCKING FEELING LESS WHORE WHO FUCKING DEVOTED HER WHOLE LIFE TO KPOP. I HAVE NOTHING TO LIVE FOR ANYMORE KPOP IS THE ONLY THING IVE ALIVE FOR.

these past few yts ive been going through some stuff and honestly kpop has helped me sm but lately ive been thinking that its making me worse. like bts has helped me sm bsck in 2015 but their recent music hasnt been touching my heart enough. skz came around and i felt happier. i felt more alive and seeing one of the main people to make that happen for me get attacked over and over again for no reason pains me

im not sure for any of yall but kpop has literally saved my life and rn i dont see it that way which is horrible because now i have nothing to be happy about.

so please jist leave them alone fucking just stop all the hate and just let people live their lives. please

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