Virgil's POV
It has been a month since Remus came over. We finished the house, made our room.
Patton got the guest room. We painted it light blue, and he has a desk, a large TV, his bed with puppy and kitty blankets, a rainbow rug, light blue carpet, a rainbow flag, and shelves with stuffed animals all over his room.
Roman got our old room. He painted it red, has red bedding, a large TV, red carpet, (which is really soft) many Disney posters over the walls, and pictures of all of us. He also painted the back of his door, he draw a crown with they words princy on the crown all in gold.
Logan got the sun room. We never used it and he wanted it. We put dark blue carpet on the floor, he has dark blue curtains, his bed with plaid bedding, shelves with books everywhere, and also a desk.
In the basement was were Remus and Blade's rooms were. In Blades room, his walls were yellow, carpet was black. He had his bed, a desk, a table with a snake on it, and also 1 shelf with books on it. His room also has 0 windows.
Remus's room had green walls, black carpet, he had a desk, his bed, a large TV, a few books, he also had a Transgender, Pansexual flag hanging up, he also had a couch in his room. He had 1 window in his room.
And my room, my room was upstairs in the attic. We made stairs going up there that doesn't bother anyone. In my room, I had black hardwood floors, my bed with purple bedding and a My Chemical Romance blanket. I also had band posters around my room, my piano, and a dresser. I had 1 circular window, which I stained purple and black.
Back to the story
Virgil's POV
I sit straight up from my bed. I look at the clock, 3:20, okay good it was just a nightmare. I look around my dark room. I feel so alone sometimes, I dont know why. I rub my eyes and I realize my face it damp. I was crying again. This is the 5th night have had this nightmare and woke up crying. I dont know what to do about it, it isnt like I could tell someone, everyone would this I was dumb.
Maybe I should go downstairs. I get up from my bed and walk to my door. I quietly open in and walk down the stairs. I am in a tiny closet size room now. This used to be our closet down the hall but we put a spiral staircase in the closet to go upstairs, we also took the door off and put a curtain up instead. Patton picked the curtain out and he picked a pride flag curtain. We all loved it. I move the curtain to go down the hall and head to my kitchen.
"Hey." I hear Blade say.
"Blade what are you doing up?" I ask
"I could ask you the same." He says with a smile.
"I dont wanna talk about it." I say while I open the fridge to get a bottle of water. I turn around and Blade was right there.
"Oh come on Virge, you can tell me anything." He says while he takes the bottle of water from my hands.
"You are going to think it is dumb." I say watching him open my water and drink some of it.
"Shh." He says as he puts his pointer finger on my lips to shush me. "Let's go to your room and talk." He says into my ear.
"Um okay let me just get another bot-"
"We will share this one." He says.
We walk upstairs to my room and I turn on the lap I have next to my bed and we sit on my bed.
"So what's up?" He says while sitting next to me on my bed.
"Well um, I know about when I tried killing myself." I say, scared he will be mad.
"Virgil, how long have you known?" He asks as he grabs my hand.
"A week or so." I say. "Blade, I remember everything about that night. I remember the feelings I felt and the aloneness. Blade I have a nightmare about it every night Blade! I'm scared!" I say crying into Blades arms.
"Oh Virgil, you are safe now, I'm here." He says. As he hugs me.
"Are you sure?" I ask while I pull myself off of him to look at him.
"Yes, I wont let anything bad happen to you." He says as he wipes the tears off my face with his sleeves. "Now V we have our first day of College today, we should probably get to sleep."
"But I'm afraid to sleep, what if i-" I say
"Do you want me to stay in here with you?" Blade asks as he hugs me.
"Will you?" I ask
"Yes. Just for you." Blade says
"Thank you." I say while I lay down
Blade lays down and cuddles me. I smile and fall asleep against his warm body.
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