This Is My Life (Sander Sides Story)

Chapter Nineteen

Virgils POV

'Why did he try to kill me. What was he trying to really do? Does Remus hate me?'

I get up from my bed, I look at the clock 8:38am. I get up and brush my hair and walk down stairs and out the door. Thankfully no one was awake. Under my eyes were so dark because of the lack of sleep. In the last week I have only had 7 hours of sleep. I no longer sleep in Roman's room because it makes me sick. It's to bright and colorful and it makes me feel sick.

I wake into my car, "ugh" I say, I open the door and get in. I lock the door and put my head on the wheel. "Virgil, you need to clear your mind." I say. I buckle up and start the car. I let my mine drive me. In 5 minutes I am at the prison.

I get out and walk into the building. I see a man sitting at the desk and I walk over there. I see the his name tag. Mx. Turn shit, i miss gendered them.

"Mx. Turn may I talk to Deceit Blade John?"

"Yes Sir. Right this way."

We walk to a room where the is just glass in the middle of the room, and on each sit there is a desk with a phone the connects to the other person that's on that side.

Soon Deceit walks in. "20 minutes you too." The officer says.

"Wow V, my love you couldn't get enough of me could you. I see your sleeping well." Deceit says while taking his seat.

"Why did you do it?" I ask

"Oh, love, Question for a question. I will go first." He says smiling.

"Fine."

"Why did you try to kill yourself the other day?"

"I dont have to-"

"Want the answer?"

"I loved Ro, and I'm failing classes and Ro had a girlfriend and I just felt like I was no longer needed."

"Lies."

"I hated myself, I'm to fat, and I feel like I have never been loved. And everytime someone loves me they never really do!"

"Okay, Why did I shot to? I loved you and I hated you being with Roman. And I wanted to kill Roman but what is better then killing the thing I hated, then killing the thing i loved and always wanted?"

Shit, I could feel myself falling for him. Why did he always do this to me.

"Aww what's wrong Virgil?" He says

"Nothing, I dont believe your lies. I'm done I should have never came."

I get up and head towards the door. Then I here him break the glass between us, well shit.

I try to leave but he catches me. Stupided officer left us alone. Then Deceit through a punch.

The next bit I dont know what happend, because when I hit the ground everything was spinning and went black.