Trigger Warnings - Death??? Suicide??? Self hate.
A/N - this chapter is kind short sorry.
Many many weeks later (5 weeks)
Roman has been talking to this girl named Tony meet at the party thry went to on the first day of college.
Virgils POV
"I'm nervous" I say pacing up and down the kitchen
"Virge, it is fine, he just said he had something to tell us." Blade says
"Yeah, everything is fine." Patton says
"What if he killed someone, what if he..." I started saying thinking of the worst things that could he happening.
"Virge, Roman just said he had something to tell of us after school. Everything will be fine." Logan says hugging Patton.
And at the moment Roman came through the door. We all rush to the livingroom.
"Roman! What's up." I say hugging him. Him and I were getting closer again. I dont know why but I think I might be catching feelings.
"So you guys know Tony right." He says
Omg did he shoot her? "Well she's my girlfriend." He says while Tony comes up behind him and wraps her arm around his waist.
Hearing those words hurt like hell. I felt like 100lb just got dropped onto to me.
"Oh, I am so happy for you." I manage to spit out. "Well um, I'm sorry but I have something I need to do." I say as I walk out of the door.
I couldn't be there not there, I wasnt ready for this to happen yet. I didnt hate Tony, she was a bitch to me though. She had purple hair and cussed a lot. I dont know what Roman seen in her.
I get into my Impala and I lock the doors. I can't do this. See Roman getting a girlfriend wasnt the worst thing in the world, but the fact that I feel like I'm forgetting more and more things, I'm falling school, and getting bullied. But I didn't tell anyone any of that. I didnt want them to worry because they worry about my memories a lot. I start the car and drive. I dont know where I'm going nor do I care. The only good thing was Blade, but Remus liked him.
I keep driving, then I come to a nearby town. It was dark outside so I parked my car and got out. I couldn't do this anymore I thought. I find a building with a labber type thing I can climb onto and I rush over to it.
I climb onto the roof of this random building and I walk over to the edge.
"I cant do this, I'm a mistake, I should just go" I say to myself. I start to cry, i cant anymore.
I look down to the ground. I start to feel numb and lonely. I finally feel nothing, no pain, no help, no loneliness, but nothing. I close my eyes and push my body wait toward the edge. I feel myself fall toward the ground. "Goodbye world." I say.
3rd person POV
Virgil lied there very still and numb. Someone was driving and they seen him lying down. They got out and came over to him, and seen him dead like. They call the police and the rush over. But none of his friends no. Sadly all his friends are at a party, and no one knows anything about Virgil.
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