Fame // Magcon [Completed]

~18~

Sam's POV

This can't be happening.

I can't believe that I did this to Hazel, yet I did. I made the choice to do this. She was just some fan that ran into me in the lobby. I wasn't particularly "attracted" to her, but I hadn't had sex since a week before Hazel moved in on my street. That is a long time to go without sex once you've started.

I, of course, knew I was gonna regret it. Why wouldn't I? I love Hazel. But I didn't think anyone would know. I couldn't even picture someone walking in on us.

I can picture it clearly now...

I guess I was lucky that Matt was the one that walked in. Were it one of the Jacks, I would be a bloody pulp right now. Matt, I knew, would tell Hazel. There was no way around it.

I was sitting on the edge of the bed with my head in my hands.

I had taken a shower and changed. I needed to wash away the smell of her perfume and a couple lipstick marks.
The door swung open and my head shot up, only to fall slowly when I saw who it was. Matt was in the doorway, his arms crossed. I looked up at him through my eyelashes, trying not to let him notice. My heart dropped when I saw Hazel walk in behind him, slowly. I brought my head up to look at them now.

You could tell that she had been crying. Her eyes were red and puffy and her face was slick. It hurt even worse to know I was the cause of those tears, but I had basically asked for it.

She whispered something in Matt's ear, then. He gave her a worried look and she gave him a pleading one back. He finally sighed and left the room, leaving just the two of us alone. Her eyes went straight to the ground. Refusing to look at me.

"So," she said shakily, breaking the silence. "Matt told me what you did. I can't believe that you actually did this, but you did." She paused.

I tried to talk but she stopped me.

"Let me talk first, then you. Okay?" I nodded my head in response and she continued. "I loved you. I really did. Hell, a part of me still does. A part of me wants to forgive you and give you kisses and say that we are gonna be alright. But here's the thing: we aren't. You cheated on me, Sam. I can't forgive you. Every time I look at you, I'm just gonna see the cheater who broke my heart. You are the one who broke us." She stopped again after that. I let the words sink in before she told me to go.

"I'm sorry Hazel. I know that I can't take back my mistake, but I wish I could. I was being stupid. My dumb teenage hormones were taking over. I know I don't deserve your forgiveness and I'm not asking for it. I'm sorry I broke us." I said the last sentence quietly, more to myself than her. I have to keep reminding myself that it was my fault.

She nodded silently, bringing her head up to look at me.

"Well, our flight home is after tomorrow's show. I guess I'll see you tomorrow. Goodbye, Sammy." She sighed and left the room.

My head immediately feel back into my hands. I'm never going to forgive myself. I don't know what to do about the other guys or what to tell the fans. I caused so many problems. And for what? A bit of fun?

My phone vibrated, taking me out of my head. I just groaned to see it was a text from Lilly, the girl I cheated with.
I deleted the message and blocked her number.