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Before Moving

I had left a note with the ring on the kitchen counter. I already had my things on a truck and was ready to get out. I left all of the things Shawn had given me, not needing the memory of it all. I called Sav and Madison, letting them know I wouldn't be around for a while.

The note read:

Dear Shawn,
I don't know how this went so wrong. We were happy, in love, ready for the world. Then we fell apart. I remember our first 'date' like it was yesterday. We went to the frozen yogurt shop. You paid and I didn't know how to handle it all. You were perfect. We went to the beach and took all those photos. We had so much fun. When I fell asleep and you carried me to the car. When you dropped me off at my loft. That was the best night I had ever had. I loved every second with you. When we first had sex. I gave up everything to be happy with you. That night we had sex made me the happiest person. You made sure I was okay. Our picnic date you set up. I had never felt more loved and cared for. Here, lay the ring you proposed to me with. You were promising forever, but couldn't even keep it. I was loyal for you. I stuck by you when things got scary and rough. We were happy. I don't know where we went wrong. Where I went wrong. Where you went wrong. I don't understand how this happened. Please don't call or text me. Don't try to find me. I don't hate many people, but you are at the top of the list now.

Millie Evans.

I took the ring off my finger and set it on the paper. I had pictures printed off in the office from our beach date. I set them by the note and felt tears run down my face. I sighed and left.

Months Later

Shawn had finally come to my area to perform. He didn't know I lived here, but he had a few shows left until he went home. I felt guilty. Shawn continued to call and text me. He sent me one text everyday and called me once a day. I always listened to the voicemails, he was drunk in 90 percent of them. His texts hurt more. He begged for forgiveness and said how sorry he was.

In the past months, I had moved in completely to my new apartment. I had started a new job, the same company, just closer to me now. I had started going out more recently. I saw Madison and Sav more.

Tonight, we were having a party for work. I had bought a new dress, it was a beautiful rose gold with a slit on the left leg. I had nude heels and a long necklace.

I had put heavier makeup than normal, but still natural looking

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I had put heavier makeup than normal, but still natural looking. I curled my hair and got dressed. I texted Sav, telling her I was going to the work party and would text her later. I drove to the party and parked the car. I sighed and made my way inside.

I found some people I knew, talking with them for a while. I went to get a drink, feeling the need to numb myself for tonight. I grabbed a glass of champagne and turned around.

"Millie?" Someone said.

"Hi?"

"Oh, sorry, we only met once. Will, Shawn's friend." The name stung my chest and I nodded.

"Oh, yeah! Hey, how are you." I smiled.

"I'm doing well, I didn't know you worked here."

"Oh, I just transferred. I worked at the main building for a few months."

"Oh yeah, you and Shawn broke up right?" He just blurted out.

"Uhm.. Yeah." I nodded, taking a sip.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to-"

"No, no it's okay."

Will and I spent the night talking, I got his number and eventually went home. I walked into the apartment and kicked my heels off. I went to my room and changed into a tee shirt and a pair of spandex. I washed my face and went to the kitchen. I heard my phone buzz and went to find it.

Will
Hey, bored?

Millie
Little bit

Will
Send me your address

I texted him it and set my phone down. I grabbed some leftovers and heated them. I ate them and went to the living room. I turned the TV on and there was a knock on the door. I went to open it and Will stood with a smile.

"Hello." He smiled

"Hi." I chuckled.

I stepped aside so he could come in and offered him a drink. We got a bottle of wine and vodka and went to sit down in the living room. We drank and talked for a while.

"So, how have you been?" He asked, slurring his words.

"I've been better." I giggled, taking a long sip of vodka.

"You're really hot." He said.

"Thank you, you aren't half bad." I mumbled.

He grabbed the bottle from my hand and set them on the table. He put his hand on my cheek and pressed his lips to mine. I put my hands on his chest and he slipped his hands under my thighs. He carried us to my bedroom, making out on the wall along the way.

He set me on the bed and took his shirt off, throwing it. He nipped at my neck and took my shirt over my head.

"This okay?" He asked.

"Yes." I breathily let out.

He moved his hands up and down my sides, our lips staying connected. He pulled my shorts off my legs and tossed them. I forced his pants off and we were both left in our underwear.

They also eventually landed on the floor and Will had gotten a condom on. He put his hands next to my head and leaned over me. He pressed his lips along my jaw and neck. He pushed himself in and I moaned. He was smaller than Shawn. Nothing against that, it was just... smaller.

He moved in and out, our moans filling the room. We moved towards the top of the bed, me on top. I left hickies on his chest and a big one on his neck. My hands rested on his shoulders and I bounced on him. He moaned louder and louder, eventually we both came.

I fell on the bed and our breathing was heavy. I felt dirty. He was Shawn's friend and I just had sex with him. Will leaned over to me and dragged his finger on my neck. I gasped at the touch, an obvious hickey on my neck as well.

I fell asleep, the covers at my waist as my stomach was against the bed.

Will
-

I smirked as I watched her breath next to me. I knew I could have sex with her, she was too easy. I told Shawn I would. I grabbed my phone and took a picture of her. The hickey on her neck on full show, her hair thrown over her shoulder, her back showing completely.

Will
Told you I would,
should've kept her close
By the way, amazing in
bed

I sent the picture and text to Shawn. I smirked and set my phone down. I watched her breath some more before getting up, getting dressed, and leaving. I was a booty call now, which didn't bother me. Her body was hot. She was amazing in bed. I left and headed back to my house.

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