Finding You // s.m.

three

I woke up the next morning and wanted nothing more than to fall back asleep. Sav was asleep next to me and I rubbed my eyes. I felt like someone was hitting me in the head with a hammer. I groaned and Sav moved next to me.

"How are you?" She mumbled, sitting up.

I shrugged and she got up, calling someone on her phone. She left the room and I rolled onto my side. I grabbed my phone and read my texts.

Peter
Hey, how are you

Will
Round 2?

Madison
*attachment*

I clicked on the link and it was a big picture of me. It was Peter and I leaving some club last night. The article said Peter and I were dating. I rolled my eyes and turned my phone off.

Sav came back in and sat on the bed.

"Why don't we shower and then go get lunch?" She asked.

I shrugged and she sighed.

"Mills you can't stay in bed all day and go drinking all night."

I shrugged.

"Get the hell up. Now." She said.

I rolled to the other side of the bed and she groaned.

"I'll call Shawn."

I sat up and went to the bathroom. She giggled behind me and I showered. I got out and put on a pair of leggings and a hoodie.

"Mills, have you been eating?" Sav came in.

"I think."

"There is no food in your fridge. There is only alcohol."

"I don't know."

"Mills."

I shrugged and put on my Vans. We left my apartment and went to some diner. Chris met us there and we ordered.

"So, you saw that article?" Chris asked, sipping his soda.

"Yeah, pretty great." I chuckled.

"Are you and Peter dating?"

"Oh, ew no. He has a girlfriend. He took me out and I was so fucked up that he needed to carry me to his car." I shrugged.

Sav sighed and drank her iced coffee. I took a sip of my water and sat back in the chair.

"We talked.. Millie. Chris and I think that-"

"This is an intervention?"

"Where is your kid?" I asked.

"Wow, okay. She is with Madison. But, yes it is." Sav started.

"Mills, we think you need help." Chris crossed his arms.

"Help?" I laughed.

"Yes, help. You are drunk almost every night, you take random drugs from strangers, you break things, you sleep with people you can't even remember." Sav started listing.

"Okay, I get it." I stopped her.

"And I don't need help. I am healing. I'm fine." I continued.

Sav put her face in her hands and groaned. Chris drank his soda and our food came out.

"Listen, Mills we aren't trying to get you to see a therapist or something. We just want you to talk to us or someone about all of this. It's going to break you down." Chris said.