When Two Worlds Collide

Guilty conscience

Val's POV

I couldn't believe my eyes. The two text messages were from Donny. The same Donny that u dated in high school before coming here. The Donny that messed me up and the reason I regret my past. Slowly I unlocked my phone and read the two text messages:
Found out where you're staying at. Maybe we can hook up sometime-Donny
Shocked to hear from me. Don't worry you didn't miss anything ;)-Donny

This wasn't happening. Donny was supposed to stay out if my life for good.
I didn't want him back. I wanted to start anew. I couldn't let him tear me down again. I just couldn't believe that Donny had found me. I didn't know where he could have found me. He never knew anything about where I lived. He never met my step parents. In fact he didn't even know about them. As I stared at my phone I felt tears well up in my eyes and slowly trickle down my checks. I was too distracted from the messages to notice Louis at the door.
"You okay love?" He gently whispered.
I couldn't move. I didn't want to tell Louis or anyone about Donny. They shouldn't know the details. Nobody should. Before I could cover up he came over to my bedside and sat down. He took my phone from my hands and read the messages. He was outraged. He could tell I obviously wanted nothing to do Donny. I just hope he doesn't about him.
"Who is Donny?" He asked.
"Umm the- my ex," I blurted. "E is the reason my life has been so messed up!"
"Please tell me," his blue eyes looked into my small fragile hazel brown eyes.
"I can't."
"I am here for you," he said grabbing my hand.
I nodded and starting talking.
"Donny was my boyfriend. We met at school after he bumped into me when j was skateboarding. He uh well liked me. We talked more and more and things went kinda fast. I hadn't even known him for a whole week and we were dating. One time he had gotten me intoxicated and had taken advantage of me. Of purse I didn't know what I was doing and he thought I was having a good time. After that night I tried staying away from him. But nothing seemed to work. He was always there whether I wanted him or not. I tried switching schools. I even ran away. But he always knew where I was. I finally got back together with him because I am a fucking idiot and I got involved in a gang. His gang. We smoked, took all sorts of drugs and vapors, and drank alcohol. One night things got out of hand. I couldn't handle it anymore. I knew this was wrong and I just wanted to leave. Have a new life. After I made up my mind to stop rumors spread about me. I was suddenly the loser of the school. Soon I had no friends, I was flunking all of my classes, and I couldn't go home. My step parents pretended to care. They just wanted the extra money. They thought I didn't know that they didn't care. But I did. When they sent me here they pretended to be sad but I heard the joyous screams when I left. I never opened up to anyone. I hated everyone and everything. Do you know what it feels like to have no one? When everything is so messed up you just can't deal with it? Cause that was my life. I had nobody besides Donny. After I gave him up I was completely alone and I was okay with it. I was torn but I have worn a mask to hide my pain so now I just am like that. That's why she. You first met me I was such a jerk. Cause I do t want to let anyone in just to get hurt again."
"I will never hurt you," Louis said hugging me.
I hugged back and we stayed there until we were interrupted by Liam coming in.
"Hey uh dinner is ready..." Liam said before noticing Louis. "What's going on?"
"Nothing Louis was just making me feel better," I said.
"You know that I'm your brother right?" He sounded annoyed.
"I know," I said standing up. " I did t really have a choice. Louis walked in on my crying and he wouldn't leave until I explained myself."
"I don't care." He glared at Louis. "Just be careful."
"But it's Louis!"
"I know. And he is my best mate. Just don't do anything you will regret later."
I nodded knowing he just wanted me to be safe.
"So you want to tell me what you told Louis?" He asked out of the blue.
"Umm I don't know," I stuttered.
"I will always be here for you," he said before leaving.
He left the door wide open...as expected.
I looked over at Louis who was already staring at me. He quickly turned towards the door and I think I saw his cheeks get the slightest bit red. Was he blushing? Probably not.
"Can you tell me more?" Louis asked braking the silence.
"Tell you more about what?" I asked.
"Like your interests and what not."
"Maybe later," I said jumping off the bed. I grabbed my phone not responding to the texts and hopped down the stairs.
"Sup Vick?" Niall laughed.
"What?" I asked.
"Oh nothing," he couldn't ell but burst out laughing along with Zayn.
"What's so funny?!" I yelled running towards the counter where they were eating pizza and laughing. I chased ten around the house and demanded they tell me. I ran after Niall first but the. He locked himself in the bathroom and I walked over to Zayn who was casually watching tv. He hadn't noticed me at first so I sneakily came up behind him. I grabbed him from behind and then tossed myself on top of him. I started to sit on him and changed the channel.
"No!" He yelled.
"Tell me!" I demanded.
"Change it back!" He yelled back.
"Spill!"
"First change it back to my fútbol game?"
I gave in and changed it. "Now tell me!"
"Never!" He yelled pushing me onto the floor. I fell pretty hard and couldn't get up.
"Zayn!" I yelled in pain.
"It's what you get for messing up my hair!" He stuck his tongue out.
"I can't get up!" I yelled.
Before I knew it there was a pool of blood surrounding me.
"Zayn!" I yelled again.
He looked at me for a moment before seeing a lot of blood. He grabbed his phone and called the ambulance. While they were on their way he yelled for Liam.

Zayns POV
I didn't think she was actually hurt until I looked at her. Did I really do that? I couldn't believe it! I didn't want her to get hurt. We were just playing around.
"Liam!" I yelled.
"What do you want Zayn?" He hollered from upstairs.
"It's Vicky!" I yelled. I didn't know what else to say. Before I knew it I heard everyone rushing to my side.
"What happened?" Liam asked.
"We were playing around and I pushed her onto the floor.
She yelled in pain before blacking out.
"No!" Louis yelled. "Where is the doctor?"
"On his way," I mumbled.
"Zayn you idiot!" Louis yelled.
"What?"
"How could you hurt her?!"
"I didn't do it on purpose!" I defended.
"You don't know her like I do! You don't know what she has been through!"
Before I had time to answer the ambulance had got here and took her away. We followed behind the ambulance with Liam driving. We finally reached the hospital and waited.
"Liam, mate, you need to stop pacing," I said.
"It hasn't even been a whole month ad she already back in the hospital," he said.
I looked down and felt terrible. This was all my fault. If I would have just told her how she and Louis were being cutesy none of this would have happened. If I would have told her how Louis felt she wouldn't be here right now. I felt terrible. Why couldn't I tell her? I wanted to. But something was stopping me. What? Did I like her? no? I don't know. I don't think so. Besides in with Perrie I shouldn't even be thinking about Vicky in that way. Oh well. Maybe she means so much to me because we are really good friends. I just hope she opens up more. The only person she has opened up to is Louis. Not even Liam. Ugh that's so weird. I need to stop over thinking this.
"Zayn?" Harry said waving a hand in my face.
"Huh? What?"
"You just started staring off into space," he said.
"Oh yeah. I just feel really bad. This wouldn't have happened if I hadn't pushed her off of me," I said looking down.
"Don't blame yourself mate. This wasn't your fault," Liam said.
"I just hope she is okay," I said.
"Don't worry she is a tough cookie," Louis said.
I nodded and started to calm down a bit. Why do I feel so connected to Vicky? Why does she attract me in an undiscribeable way? I feel closer to her than Perrie. No I love Perrie not her. Or do I? I Better figure this out now. Before I go on and hurt anyone else.
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Sorry for the short chapter I just needed a filler for Zayn to start falling for her. I am slowly going to make something big. Get ready. (But the next few will be sort of weird)
Stay beautiful my lovelies XOXO❤️