When Two Worlds Collide

Its all for you

"He what?" My jaw dropped and I was in a complete state of shock.
"He needs a kidney transplant ms Payne. Would you be willing to get a test done to see if you're a match?" The doctor reiterated.
I nodded my head and followed him into the dull room that had large machines. As much as it had frightened me, this had only been for Liam.
I got inside the machine and it scanned my body. After a while I was ushered out of the room while they had viewed the results.
About two hours later they came back and told me the news.
Before I had time to react or even process what was about to happen I found myself on the bed being anesthetically knocked out for surgery.

The next thing I remember is waking up in a hospital bed with the Harry and Niall by my side.
"Your awake!" Harry bolted with excitement.
I was too tired to say a word and just stayed there for a bit in silence before finally asking about Liam.
"He is still in surgery. But he is doing just fine," Niall smiled.
"And..." I couldn't bring myself to say his name. And the thought of it I didn't even know why I had forgiven him. All the memories flushed back and i suddenly felt like I was ten feet under.
"He is in surgery as well. Apparently something had gone wrong and a whole crew of doctors rushed inside. They said it should be nothing to worry about and they expect him to be fine," Harry explained.
"When can I be checked out?"
"About now," the stern voice of the doctor heading in replied. "Let me just check your vitals and you can leave whenever you like."
I thanked him and let him do his job. After a solid thirty minutes I was free. The boys were in the waiting room waiting for more results and I found it the opportunity to leave. I was headed towards the exit and started walking in the night breeze until Harry's voice stopped me.
"Vicky!" He called after me.
I didn't say a word and kept walking knowing he would easily convince me to come back.
He called my name a few times before finally running by side. We walked together in silence before he spoke again.
"Where are you going?" He softly whispered.
"Away," I cold-heartedly responded.
"Again?" He stopped in his tacks and his voice sounded like his heart had been shattered.
"Harry. I can't. I ruin everything," I mumbled.
I stared at my feet unable to look into his eyes.
"Don't leave. Everyone was a wreck without you. Especially Louis."
"Don't say his name. Please. I want to start again and I can't."
"What about all the good times you guys have had?"
"What about them?" I retorted.
"You fell in love with him the moment you first came to the house. With your black penny board."
I smacked at the memory and tears were streaming down my face but I wiped them away.
"Until I met him I never cried. I never had any emotions. I learned to keep my guard up the hard way. I was raped and tossed from house to house like doll. Nobody wanted me. I was too beat up to be loved. And then I end up in a foster home. And then an orphanage." I spilled everything. Everything that made my life undesirable.
"What about after you met Liam. After your found your brother. And us. And Louis."
"I just have to rebuild my walls Harry," I said walking away.
He didn't bother following me and I walked back to the house. It was a very long walk but my entire body had been numb and I barely felt the pain shooting down my sore legs. When I finally got to the front I unlocked the door and grabbed my already packed bags and headed out. I put the key on the counter and didn't bother leaving a note. The only thing I left was my Disneyland keychain of Minnie which Louis gave me. He had the Mickey and I had Minnie. I left it behind bit wanting the heart wrenching memories. I looked back at the place one more time before leaving again. Once I was out of the house I walked to the closest park and seated myself at a nearby bench. Harry texted me a long paragraph hoping that o e day I would come back and see how much I needed the boys and Louis. I could barely read the texts with the tears clouding my sight. But it wasn't this text that has ruined me, it was the next.