story of a girl (edited)

chapter 11 -edited-

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                                      Chapter 11

The next morning, I woke up to the sound of someone pounding on my door. I groaned and sat up, rubbing the sleep from my eyes. I looked down and saw I was still in my clothes from yesterday. I grimaced, I hate sleeping in my clothes that I wore all day. I feel dirty when I do that. The pounding got louder.

I sighed and walked downstairs, thinking it was Jake. I opened the door, my eyes widening when I saw it was Liz standing there, and not Jake. she did not look happy. She stood there with her arms crossed, glaring at me.

I scrunched my eyebrows in confusion. “Um, Liz, what’s wrong?” I asked. 

“What is going on between you and Jake?” she asked, anger in her voice.

“Um nothing, not anymore anyways.”

“So, you’re the reason that he’s at home sulking.”

I sighed. I figured i had hurt him last night. I didn't mean to sound so cruel, I was just hurt by Nicole's words and i was taking it out on him.  “Guess so.” I sighed.

Her eyes softened. “You know, he’s liked you since the 7th grade.”

I rolled my eyes. “Yeah I know, he’s told me. But I’ve also told him that I’m not ready for a relationship.”

“He cares about you Abby.”

I groaned. “Would you stop telling me shit that I already know!” I snapped. I instantly regretted yelling at her, when her expression dropped.

“You may be able to talk to Jake like that, because he will always be there for you, no matter what. But I am your best friend and always have been. I will not be talked to that way; I could have dropped you when you came back. I had a right to be mad at you, but I wasn’t, because if I would have been mad at you, then I wouldn’t be able to consider myself your best friend.” She walked away, without letting me say a word.

I groaned and slammed the door, getting really pissed. Its like people are forgetting what I’m going through at the moment, I can’t control my emotions right now. I’m not trying to use my mom’s death as an excuse, but it’s the truth. My emotions, are all over the place at the moment.

I quickly went to my room and picked up my phone. I decided to swallow my pride and call Jake and apologize. I quickly dialed his number and smiled when he picked up on the third ring. “Please tell me you’re not mad at me at the moment.” I pleaded.

There was a moment of silence before he answered. “Abby, I could never be mad at you." He whispered. He sounded like her tired, like he didn't get any sleep last night. I couldn't help but feel guilty, it's my fault that he didn't get any sleep. 

I smiled. I could tell he wasn’t mad at me. “Well, even though you’re not mad at me, I’m still really sorry.

“For what?” he asked.

“For being a bitch yesterday. I was just so pissed at what Nicole said, and I took it out on you.”

“You’re forgiven Abby, you had a right to be mad,I would have forgiven you, even if you didn’t apologize.”

I smiled into the phone. “How about I come over and make it up to you?”

" sure, need me to pick you up?” he asked.

“Nah, I’ll walk”

“Ok, see you in 10.”

I quickly threw my phone on the couch and quickly threw on some clothes. I hurried out the door and started down to his house. I was excited because I was going to tell Jake the truth, that I liked him too, maybe even love him.

The way that I acted last night and all the other times i was with him, was not right at all,I was just  scared to get close to anyone. I also thought I wasn’t ready for a relationship, which I wasn’t, until I went on that date with Jake. I had so much fun despite Nicole ruining it. He’s sweet, caring and loving. I never really admitted it before, but I think I love him.

As I was walking, i was too caught up in my thoughts to notice a car pull up beside me. I didn’t even notice it until I heard a door slam. I looked up and my eyes widened. My dad was walking over to me and he did not look happy. I took a step back, preparing to run. he pulled out a black handgun, just like my nightmares. Except this time, it wasn't a nightmare, it was really happening.

“Don’t you dare run.” he growled.

I swallowed hard, terrified. I was so scared, that i was trembling.

“Now, you are going to get in the car, without screaming.”

There was no way in hell I was going to go with my dad. Despite being scared, I pretended to take a step forward, but quickly turned around and started to run.

My dad started shouting at me. I closed my eyes, afraid he was going to shoot me. I was suddenly tackled onto my stomach I gasped as a breath of air left me. I laid on the ground winded. I started to sob uncontrollably.

“I told you to not fucking run.” he growled in my ear. “Looks like were going to have to do this the hard way.” He suddenly placed a piece of cloth on my face. I tried not to breath in the chemical on the rag, but it was no use. Everything started to get blurry and it felt like I couldn’t breathe. I slowly started to loose conscious.

“Goodnight baby girl.” was the last thing I heard.