🔸Part Two of Texas Rollercoaster.....
Jaysean got a little southern piece of mind when he was shipped off to Texas. He was sent there to get his act together and straighten out. Little did he know he would meet someone who would teach him to love t...
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I wasn't pissed off. I mean I was but, I was really trying not to be. Leo was here. After five months we were back together but, I was still pissed. The fact he couldn't even say I love you had me heated beyond imagine though, I was trying to hide it.
He was in the shower at the moment and I decided to cook and smoke. I needed a blunt to try and calm down because I didn't want to start some shit his first day here. I was in the middle of making some burgers when I heard the shower turn off. Ignoring it, I continued on.
By the time the food was finished he was also dressed. Leo stepped out the bathroom shirtless, in just a pair of sweats and his hair down. I wanted to say fuck the food, my hurt feelings and take his ass back to the bed.
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"Hey" he sighed sitting down at the small breakfast bar I had.
"What's good?" I hummed putting his plate in front of him.
"Thank you. Please don't be mad" he said looking at me.
"What you talkin about?" I asked putting the blunt out and leaning against the counter looking at him.
"The fact that I haven't said 'I love you' and it pisses you off" Leo muttered.
"Okay if you know that shit, why not just say it?" I spoke squinting my eyes at him.
"Cause, I don't know" he hummed.
" What the fuck? I feel like shit everytime I say it and you stare at me like I just told your ass I voted for the Cheeto to be president!" I snapped. I mean ai tried not to be angry but, his response didn't help.
"Don't fucking yell at me" he spat standing up.
"Than tell me the truth. I been saying it for months. You haven't said it once" I replied crossing my arms against my bare chest.
"I'm not ready" he told me.
"Bullshit. Try something else" I said staring at him.
"Maybe I just don't love you" Leo grumbled.
"Don't make me beat your ass. I'm not playing. If that shit is true we can end this right now and you can kick rocks" I spoke staring at him.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't of said that. I feel it, I just can't say it" he whispered walking toward me. I stood still while he hugged me.
"We're not done talking about this shit" I murmured as Leo began kissing on my neck.
"Later" he sighed pulling my mouth to his.
I couldn't resist him. I already mentioned he looked good as fuck at the moment right. Turning him around, I pushed him up against the counter. I gripped his hair pulling, his head back so, I could kiss him from behind.
"You don't love me?" I asked my voice low.
"I never said that" he hissed.
"Mind as well" I muttered letting him go and stepping back.
"I care about you deeply" Leo stressed running a hand through his hair.
"That doesn't fly anymore. I've said it. I have only said it to one other person so, for me to say it is a big fucking deal. Your acting like you could care less. I may be a nigga from the hood but, I opened up to your ass. You can't give me the same respect?" I questioned.
I know I probably sounded weak or like a bitch but, truthfully I was hurt. It was rare for me to open up and show my emotions. With Leo it came easily. I wanted him in my life. I loved his country ass. I just wanted, needed to hear him say that shit back.
"You know I respect you. This has nothing to do with how I feel about you. You mean so much, you shouldn't have to question that. I just can't say those three words. I want to. I don't want to hurt the person that has come to be almost everything to me but, I just can't Jaysean. I'm sorry" he explained.
"I just don't want to waste my time. If this is going somewhere let me know. If not, we can just keep stepping" I breathed.
"No" he muttered kissing me. I held his hips and kissed him back.
"I don't want to lose you. Okay" he stated.
"Fine. Your lucky I love your ass" I chuckled.
"Hmm why don't you take all the anger and put it to use" Leo muttered biting his lip. Smirking, I gripped his ass in my hands causing him to moan in pleasure.
We weren't finished talking about this but, at the moment I was willing to put that shit to the side. I loved him and hopefully we could move past this shit, I didn't want to think about what would happen if we couldn't.
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Another early update. I'm just in the writing mood I guess so, they addressed the problem but, not really. It will be coming up again. Next, Leo meets up with Jay's mom again and they have some words let me tell you.
