🔘 Chapter 5: Your The One That's Confused

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Leo's Pov

I was here. After five months I was here. I never pictured Jay and I lasting as long as we did especially long distance. Neither of us was one for relationships but, as I laid there next to him in bed, I couldn't imagine ending this. It was corny as fuck but, true. Not to mention he looked good as hell when he was sleeping.

Laying my head on his abs, I traced one of his tattoos. The sound of his light breathing humming in the background. It was quiet and peaceful. I felt good being here with him. I had a feeling that this is what love felt like, I just couldn't understand why it was so difficult for me to put it into words. Especially, since I knew that's what he needed to hear.

"Mornin" he mumbled opening his eyes to look at me.

"Hey" I hummed.

"What you thinking about?" he asked running a hand through my hair while I relaxed into his touch.

"Everything" I yawned.

"Hmmm. I want to kiss you but, I need to brush my teeth. I'm not about walking around with a breath that smells like 50 shades of bounce that ass" he grumbled.

"Yeah, please do" I laughed moving to the side so, he could get up.

"Damn you know you like it" Jaysean chuckled getting up but, not before blowing that hot air in my face.

"Wow, that is something fierce. I'd be surprised if I still had all my eyebrows" I muttered.

"Oh you got jokes" he spoke walking into the bathroom. I took care of myself earlier so, I didn't have anything to worry about.

"Can I ask you something?" I mumbled sitting up in the bed.

"Go ahead" he murmured pulling the toothbrush out of his mouth for a moment.

"Have you ever given head?" I questioned.

"Yeah" he replied.

"To just females or..." I started.

"Nah niggas too," he said rinsing his mouth. When he was done he came over and kissed me. I placed my hands on the sides of his face pulling him closer.

"Hmm that is better" I whispered.

"Did you want me to suck your dick?" Jaysean asked smirking as he sat beside me on the mattress.

"I'm not opposed to it" I breathed playing with hairs at the nape of his neck.

"Oh, you not? Maybe I'll do it when you decide to do something for me in return" he spoke.

"And what is that?" I hummed raising my brow.

"You know" he responded getting up as his phone rang. I watched him the entire time.

"Hey ma" he answered.

I rolled my eyes when I realized who it was. Now I was raised to respect my elders and she was my mom's closest friend but, she didn't deserve it. She was homophobic and tried very hard to mess with my relationship with her son. I've wanted to give her the benefit of the doubt but, I didn't know. She couldn't accept her son for who he is and that was a big problem.

"Yes, I'll be there and no I'm not coming alone. See you in a few" Jay muttered before hanging up.

"Hmm that sounded like a lovely conversation" I commented getting up and going over to him.

"Yeah. I need to go over there, something is up with my sister" he explained placing his hands on my bare hips.

"She okay?" I asked.

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